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Hikm\u0259t Sabiro\u011flu<\/strong><\/span><\/p>\n

D\u00fc\u015fm\u0259nin \u0259m\u0259ll\u0259rini bir daha g\u00f6zd\u0259n ke\u00e7ir\u0259n d\u00f6vl\u0259t m\u0259ni z\u0259r\u0259r\u00e7\u0259k\u0259n kimi tan\u0131y\u0131b. S\u00f6hb\u0259t \u015eu\u015fada evimizin raket at\u0259\u015fi il\u0259 k\u00fcl\u0259 d\u00f6nm\u0259sind\u0259n gedir. 1992-ci ilin z\u0259r\u0259ri indi r\u0259smil\u0259\u015fir, da\u015f\u0131 da \u00e7oxdan \u0259riyib evimizin.<\/span><\/p>\n

D\u00fcnya mal\u0131 g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fczd\u0259 olmad\u0131 he\u00e7. \u015eu\u015fan\u0131n i\u015f\u011fal\u0131ndan sonrak\u0131 ilk g\u00fcnl\u0259ri bel\u0259 xat\u0131rlam\u0131\u015fam bir vaxt: \u201c\u0130mar\u0259td\u0259n olmu\u015f alt\u0131 n\u0259f\u0259rlik ail\u0259 dar\u0131sqal bir ota\u011fa s\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131b. Qa\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n alt\u0131dan az olmas\u0131 deyil d\u0259rd. Bir-birimizin \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 elimiz\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 baxa bilmirik\u201d.<\/span><\/p>\n

Bir m\u00fcharib\u0259d\u0259 qarda\u015f\u0131, o birind\u0259 o\u011flu \u015f\u0259hid olana baxanda m\u0259n n\u0259 z\u0259r\u0259r g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015f\u0259m?<\/span><\/p>\n

Ail\u0259l\u0259r yer \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259n silinib\u2026 Qarda\u015f bac\u0131 d\u0259rdind\u0259n, bac\u0131 qarda\u015f yaras\u0131ndan havalan\u0131b\u2026 \u015e\u0259hid evinin g\u0259lini q\u0259dirbilm\u0259z qap\u0131s\u0131nda boyun burmal\u0131 olub\u2026 Atas\u0131z evin u\u015fa\u011f\u0131 \u00fcr\u0259ksiz b\u00f6y\u00fcy\u00fcb\u2026 Ev n\u0259 z\u0259r\u0259rdir bunlar\u0131n yan\u0131nda?<\/span><\/p>\n

\u20261992-ci ilin o a\u011f\u0131r g\u00fcnl\u0259rind\u0259 evd\u0259n yaln\u0131z bir-iki xal\u00e7a-palaz \u00e7\u0131xarma\u011fa raz\u0131 oldum, anam\u0131 e\u015fitm\u0259dim. \u0130ki g\u00fcn sonra \u2013 mart\u0131n 14-d\u0259 ev m\u0259rmiy\u0259 tu\u015f g\u0259ldi.<\/span><\/p>\n

H\u0259r adam inanmaz: bir yol da m\u0259ni q\u0131namad\u0131 anam. Ev-e\u015fiyi yox, yurdu d\u0259rd el\u0259di.<\/span><\/p>\n

Z\u0259r\u0259r g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fczd\u0259 olmad\u0131.<\/span><\/p>\n

1988-d\u0259, d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259n \u00fcst\u00fcm\u00fcz\u0259 qalxan il m\u0259nim 22 ya\u015f\u0131m vard\u0131. \u0130ndi 59 x\u0131rdalan\u0131r.<\/span><\/p>\n

Atam 1990-c\u0131 ilin yanvar faci\u0259sind\u0259ki sars\u0131nt\u0131n\u0131n qurban\u0131 oldu. 59 ya\u015f\u0131 da g\u00f6rm\u0259di.<\/span><\/p>\n

Qarda\u015f\u0131m qumbara il\u0259 ehtiyats\u0131z davran\u0131b a\u011f\u0131r x\u0259sar\u0259t ald\u0131.<\/span><\/p>\n

Sonbe\u015fik bac\u0131m bar\u0131\u015fmad\u0131 d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcy\u00fcm\u00fcz bo\u015fluqla. Can\u0131n\u0131 qoyma\u011fa yer tapmay\u0131b \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc \u00fczd\u00fc. 35 ya\u015f\u0131 da tamam olmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131.<\/span><\/p>\n

Anam.<\/span><\/p>\n

Bir vaxt bel\u0259 yazm\u0131\u015fam: \u201cDaha qap\u0131n\u0131 \u00fcz\u00fcm\u0259 a\u00e7m\u0131r anam, \u201cTorpaqdan n\u0259 x\u0259b\u0259r?\u201d soru\u015fmur. Onun Torpaq davas\u0131 bitib art\u0131q. \u015eu\u015fan\u0131n 21-ci ilind\u0259 bitib.<\/span><\/p>\n

O 21 ild\u0259 he\u00e7 olmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131 ki, m\u0259nd\u0259n Torpa\u011f\u0131 x\u0259b\u0259r almas\u0131n anam. N\u0259 vaxt qap\u0131n\u0131 d\u00f6y\u00fcb ev\u0259 girirdim, Torpaqdan x\u0259b\u0259r ist\u0259yirdi. Qaraba\u011f demirdi, \u015eu\u015fa demirdi, el\u0259c\u0259 Torpaq deyirdi\u201d.<\/span><\/p>\n

O\u011flum.<\/span><\/p>\n

G\u00f6z a\u00e7\u0131b atas\u0131n\u0131 \u015eu\u015fas\u0131z, anas\u0131n\u0131 La\u00e7\u0131ns\u0131z g\u00f6rd\u00fc.<\/span><\/p>\n

N\u0259slimiz.<\/span><\/p>\n

Ham\u0131s\u0131 did\u0259rgin. Kimi O\u011fuz, kimi Masall\u0131, kimi Bak\u0131 torpa\u011f\u0131na qism\u0259t oldu, k\u00f6\u00e7k\u00fcn kimi g\u00f6z yumdular.<\/span><\/p>\n

N\u0259 dostlar itirdim.<\/span><\/p>\n

Bir ovuc qald\u0131q xeyir x\u0259b\u0259r\u0259.<\/span><\/p>\n

Dustaq separat\u00e7\u0131lar\u0131 Pir\u015fa\u011f\u0131dak\u0131 \u015eu\u015fa m\u0259zarl\u0131\u011f\u0131na aparard\u0131m bir z\u0259r\u0259r\u00e7\u0259k\u0259n kimi. G\u00f6r\u0259rdil\u0259r \u00f6mr\u00fcm\u00fcz nec\u0259 talan\u0131b, z\u0259r\u0259r yox, zill\u0259t \u00e7\u0259kmi\u015fik.<\/span><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Hikm\u0259t Sabiro\u011flu D\u00fc\u015fm\u0259nin \u0259m\u0259ll\u0259rini bir daha g\u00f6zd\u0259n ke\u00e7ir\u0259n d\u00f6vl\u0259t m\u0259ni z\u0259r\u0259r\u00e7\u0259k\u0259n kimi tan\u0131y\u0131b. S\u00f6hb\u0259t \u015eu\u015fada evimizin raket at\u0259\u015fi il\u0259 k\u00fcl\u0259<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":18096,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[34],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-20855","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-yazarlar"],"aioseo_notices":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"https:\/\/basta2.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/07\/Hikmet-Sabiroglu-2023-cu-il.jpg","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/basta2.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/20855","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/basta2.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/basta2.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/basta2.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/basta2.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=20855"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/basta2.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/20855\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":20856,"href":"https:\/\/basta2.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/20855\/revisions\/20856"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/basta2.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/18096"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/basta2.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=20855"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/basta2.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=20855"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/basta2.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=20855"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}