{"id":23208,"date":"2025-03-30T18:03:58","date_gmt":"2025-03-30T15:03:58","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/basta2.com\/?p=23208"},"modified":"2025-03-30T18:03:58","modified_gmt":"2025-03-30T15:03:58","slug":"fitr%c9%99yigan-balar%c9%99zi-dil%c9%99nciliy%c9%99-s%c9%99daq%c9%99t-r%c9%99mzi","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/basta2.com\/?p=23208","title":{"rendered":"Fitr\u0259y\u0131\u011fan Balar\u0259zi… dil\u0259n\u00e7iliy\u0259 s\u0259daq\u0259t r\u0259mzi!"},"content":{"rendered":"

Ayd\u0131n Can<\/strong><\/span><\/p>\n

Bu g\u00fcn Yer \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fcn \u0259n g\u00f6z\u0259l bayram\u0131d\u0131r – Yer \u00fcz\u00fc m\u0259hz n\u0259fs\u0259 yiy\u0259lik ed\u0259 bilm\u0259m\u0259yin islah edilm\u0259si \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn yarad\u0131l\u0131b. V\u0259… n\u0259fs t\u0259kc\u0259 yem\u0259k-i\u00e7m\u0259kl\u0259 t\u0259nziml\u0259nmir. Bunun g\u00f6z orucu da var, m\u0259d\u0259-a\u011fciy\u0259r, \u00fcr\u0259k-b\u00f6yr\u0259k, sa\u011f, “orta”, sol ayaq v\u0259 \u0259l orucu da – il on iki ay. T\u0259kc\u0259 yem\u0259k-i\u00e7m\u0259k ayr\u0131ca v\u0259 q\u0131sa m\u00fcdd\u0259t\u0259 t\u0259sdiql\u0259nib. Moiz\u0259 etm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259m bu konuda – onsuz da b\u0259s q\u0259d\u0259r a\u011f\u0131ll\u0131 v\u0259 bilgin efir v\u0259 yas mollalar\u0131 var\u0131m\u0131zd\u0131r.<\/span><\/p>\n

M\u0259n Balar\u0259zid\u0259n dan\u0131\u015facam. D\u00fcz 50 il qabaq g\u00f6rd\u00fcy\u00fcm Balar\u0259zid\u0259n.<\/span>
\nBalar\u0259zi Vazaru seli, Tal\u0131\u015f qayalar\u0131ndan qopan da\u015flar-q\u0131r\u0131nt\u0131lar Lerikd\u0259n L\u0259nk\u0259rana burula-burula, valaylana-valaylana, yumalana-yumalana \u00e7atd\u0131\u011f\u0131 kimi varid olurdu.<\/span>
\nO q\u0259d\u0259r m\u0259xm\u0259ri yeriyirdi ki – sanki p\u0259nc\u0259l\u0259ri \u00fcst\u0259 amortizasiya verirdi, s\u0259si o q\u0259d\u0259r uzaqdan g\u0259lirmi\u015f kimi \u00e7\u0131x\u0131rd\u0131 ki, dey\u0259rdin Leriki basan selin ultraq\u0131sa dal\u011fas\u0131d\u0131r. Yeriy\u0259nd\u0259 valaylan\u0131rd\u0131, yumalan\u0131rd\u0131, h\u0259, vallah.<\/span>
\nBalar\u0259zi ilin el\u0259 bu v\u0259d\u0259l\u0259ri g\u0259lirdi – fitr\u0259 y\u0131\u011fmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn. G\u0259ldiyi deyil\u0259n m\u0259kana g\u00f6r\u0259: Bobogil. Lerikin ocaq say\u0131lan yerind\u0259n.<\/span><\/p>\n

Balar\u0259zi h\u0259r il g\u0259lirdi!<\/span><\/p>\n

Balar\u0259zi h\u0259r il g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259 m\u0259h\u0259ll\u0259 v\u0259 k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259 u\u015faqlar\u0131 onu qovalay\u0131r, da\u015f at\u0131rd\u0131lar.<\/span><\/p>\n

Amma o h\u0259r il g\u0259lirdi.<\/span><\/p>\n

Amma h\u0259r il g\u0259l\u0259n, da\u015fa bas\u0131lan, ham\u0131dan qorxan bu adama t\u0259kc\u0259 m\u0259n da\u015f atm\u0131rd\u0131m, qovalayanlara qo\u015fulmurdum.<\/span><\/p>\n

V\u0259… Balar\u0259zi t\u0259kc\u0259 m\u0259ni t\u0259kc\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259nd\u0259 qorxutma\u011fa c\u0259hd edirdi. M\u0259n qa\u00e7\u0131b uzaqla\u015fanda tamam da di\u015fsiz olmayan a\u011fz\u0131 g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015f kompozisiyas\u0131 al\u0131rd\u0131 sif\u0259tind\u0259.<\/span>
\nEl\u0259 bil Balar\u0259zi k\u0259ndimiz\u0259 t\u0259kc\u0259 fitr\u0259 y\u0131\u011fmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn yox, h\u0259m d\u0259 m\u0259ni qorxutmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn g\u0259lirdi!<\/span>
\nHam\u0131n\u0131n da\u015fa basd\u0131\u011f\u0131, qovalad\u0131\u011f\u0131, ham\u0131dan qorxan, sar\u0131 redinqotlu… yox, s\u0131r\u0131ql\u0131 penc\u0259kli-\u015falvarl\u0131(\u015farovar), sar\u0131saqqal, sar\u0131di\u015f Balar\u0259zi…<\/span><\/p>\n

Tanr\u0131 ona n\u0259sib edirdi m\u0259ni qorxutma\u011f\u0131 – bu nec\u0259 m\u00fcy\u0259ss\u0259r olurdu ona, bu g\u00fcn d\u0259 m\u0259\u0259tt\u0259l\u0259m: m\u0259n onunla rastla\u015fanda bu ba\u015f\u0131ndan o ba\u015f\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u0259n k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259d\u0259 h\u0259tta it n\u0259dir, pi\u015fik d\u0259 olmurdu, \u0259l at\u0131b yerd\u0259n g\u00f6t\u00fcrm\u0259y\u0259 da\u015f olmaya yer olurdu.<\/span>
\nAtam dil\u0259n\u00e7iy\u0259 pul vermirdi, qap\u0131ya g\u0259l\u0259ni qovurdu: \u0259lin-aya\u011f\u0131n var, yeriy\u0259 bilirs\u0259n, get, i\u015fl\u0259!<\/span><\/p>\n

Amma Balar\u0259zini bizim qap\u0131ya g\u0259lm\u0259s\u0259 d\u0259, bir d\u0259f\u0259 ac\u0131lad\u0131 t\u0259hqiramiz \u015f\u0259kild\u0259.<\/span><\/p>\n

M\u0259nim yan\u0131mda. S\u0259b\u0259bini soru\u015fdum.<\/span><\/p>\n

– U\u015faqlar\u0131 Moskvada, Leninqradda oxuyur, ikim\u0259rt\u0259b\u0259li evi var, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc qoyub dil\u0259n\u00e7iliy\u0259!<\/span><\/p>\n

M\u0259mm\u0259d m\u0259n\u0259 yalan demi\u015fdi: b\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 dedikl\u0259rinin faktologiyas\u0131 d\u00fcz olsa da, s\u0259b\u0259bi onlar deyildi. S\u0259n dem\u0259, M\u0259mm\u0259d ham\u0131dan qorxan bu Balar\u0259zinin Allaha \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn d\u0259 kimis\u0259 qorxutmaq “ki\u015fi”liyin\u0259 \u015fahid olubmu\u015f. Sad\u0259c\u0259, n\u00f6vb\u0259ti ili g\u00f6zl\u0259yibmi\u015f…<\/span><\/p>\n

T\u0259fsilat\u0131 sonradan bildim.<\/span>
\nBalar\u0259zi \u0259d\u0259bi obrazlarla tan\u0131\u015f olan m\u0259nim kimi oxuyan bir \u015fagird \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn ba\u015fqa aspektd\u0259n maraql\u0131 idi: baxmayaraq ki, h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259, h\u0259r il onu s\u00f6y\u00fcrd\u00fcl\u0259r, da\u015fa bas\u0131rd\u0131lar, qovalay\u0131rd\u0131lar, o, inad\u0131ndan \u0259l \u00e7\u0259kmirdi. Orta m\u0259kt\u0259bi bitir\u0259n\u0259c\u0259n Balar\u0259zini h\u0259r il g\u00f6rd\u00fcm: m\u0259zlum, ma\u011fm\u0131n g\u00f6rk\u0259mini h\u0259r yer\u0259 da\u015f\u0131yan ayaqlar\u0131 el\u0259 bil he\u00e7 yorulmama\u011fa i\u015far\u0259 idi, neqativ simas\u0131n\u0131n b\u0259lli koordinatlar\u0131nda Yer alan g\u00f6y g\u00f6zl\u0259ri b\u00fct\u00fcn insanl\u0131\u011fa nifr\u0259t p\u00fcsk\u00fcr\u00fcrd\u00fc, bunlar\u0131 \u00f6rt-basd\u0131r ed\u0259n s\u0259siydi: m\u0131z\u0131ldaya-m\u0131z\u0131ldaya, zorlanan q\u0131z\u0131n haldan d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb nazil\u0259n, g\u00fccl\u0259 e\u015fidil\u0259n yaz\u0131qcas\u0131na iniltisi sanki.<\/span><\/p>\n

M\u0259n Balar\u0259zini unutmu\u015fdum bilm\u0259rr\u0259: bu \u0259lli ild\u0259 \u0259lli d\u0259f\u0259 Bobogil oca\u011f\u0131na gets\u0259m d\u0259, \u0259lli d\u0259f\u0259 o oca\u011fa and i\u00e7s\u0259m d\u0259 – h\u0259zr\u0259ti-\u018flinin “kin insan\u0131 qocald\u0131r” k\u0259lam\u0131 m\u0259ni d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259nl\u0259rimi bel\u0259 unutma\u011fa s\u00f6vq edib, handa ola Balar\u0259zi…<\/span>
\nBalar\u0259zi bir \u00fcst\u00fcn keyfiyy\u0259ti il\u0259 maraql\u0131yd\u0131 onda: adam dil\u0259n\u00e7iliyin\u0259, fitr\u0259 y\u0131\u011fmas\u0131na sadiq idi – ba\u015f\u0131na olmaz\u0131n m\u00fcsib\u0259tl\u0259r g\u0259tirils\u0259 d\u0259.<\/span>
\nAncaq bu g\u00fcn yad\u0131ma ayr\u0131 m\u0259qama g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. S\u0259h\u0259r Xan\u0131mg\u0259linin bayram\u0131n\u0131 t\u0259brik edib Balar\u0259zinin ad\u0131n\u0131 soru\u015fdum, R\u0259is\u0259 xan\u0131m da yeddi d\u0259r\u0259nin suyunu bir arxa calad\u0131, h\u0259tta M\u0259mm\u0259din onu ac\u0131lamas\u0131n\u0131 da xat\u0131rlad\u0131, Nuh dedi, pey\u011f\u0259mb\u0259r dem\u0259di, L\u0259nk\u0259randa n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r fitr\u0259 y\u0131\u011fan var, kim harda oturur, ad\u0131n\u0131, yerini dedi, Balar\u0259zi ad\u0131 \u00e7\u0259km\u0259di ki \u00e7\u0259km\u0259di. Ax\u0131rda q\u0131\u015fq\u0131r\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 sald\u0131, fitr\u0259 alan axtarmad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131, M\u0259mm\u0259d\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 soru\u015fdu\u011fumu dey\u0259nd\u0259… “deyn\u0259n Balar\u0259zini soru\u015fursan da”, – dedi.<\/span>
\n50 il qabaq m\u0259ni qorxudan Balar\u0259zi b\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 50 il dil\u0259n\u00e7ilik etmi\u015fdi, fitr\u0259 y\u0131\u011fm\u0131\u015fd\u0131, amma yuxuda m\u0259n\u0259 deyirdi ki, \u0259zab verirl\u0259r m\u0259n\u0259, s\u0259ni qorxutma\u011f\u0131m\u0131 m\u0259n\u0259 fitr\u0259 \u0259v\u0259zi ver!<\/span>
\n50 il fitr\u0259y\u0259, dil\u0259n\u00e7i pay\u0131na m\u00f6htac bir adam \u00e7\u0259kdikl\u0259ri m\u00fcqabilind\u0259 m\u00fckafat\u0131n\u0131, he\u00e7 olmasa, o d\u00fcnyada almaqdansa, bir u\u015fa\u011f\u0131 qorxutma\u011f\u0131na g\u00f6r\u0259 h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 q\u0259bir \u0259zab\u0131 \u00e7\u0259kir.<\/span>
\nOruc tutmaq h\u0259m d\u0259… t\u0259k\u0259bb\u00fcr\u00fcn\u0259-n\u0259fsin\u0259, y\u0259ni m\u0259n d\u0259 qorxuda bilir\u0259m, m\u0259nd\u0259n d\u0259 qorxan var (m\u0259n d\u0259 ki\u015fiy\u0259m, m\u0259n d\u0259 savadl\u0131yam, m\u0259n d\u0259 istedadl\u0131yam) iddias\u0131na yox dey\u0259 bilm\u0259kdir!<\/span><\/p>\n

Y\u018fN\u0130: \u00f6m\u00fcr boyu qar\u0131nqulu kimi bas\u0131b yediyimiz olsun il\u0259 bir ton. Bir tonun emal\u0131, c\u0259zas\u0131 o q\u0259d\u0259r d\u0259 uzun \u00e7\u0259km\u0259z, z\u0259nnimc\u0259!<\/span><\/p>\n

Vay odur ki… \u018fm\u0259l, T\u0259k\u0259bb\u00fcr, \u0130ddia-hikk\u0259, \u015e\u00f6hr\u0259tp\u0259r\u0259stlikd\u0259n oruc olmayasan.<\/span><\/p>\n

Balar\u0259zi… 50 il hikk\u0259 g\u00f6st\u0259r\u0259 bildi, 50 ild\u0259n sonra g\u00fcnah\u0131n\u0131 ixtisas\u0131na uy\u011fun olaraq, fitr\u0259 kimi ist\u0259m\u0259li oldu.<\/span><\/p>\n

M\u0259n M\u0259mm\u0259din ruhu \u015fad olsun dey\u0259, Balar\u0259zinin m\u0259nd\u0259 olan g\u00fcnah\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 fitr\u0259 verdim!<\/span>
\nTanr\u0131 d\u0259rgah\u0131nda s\u0259daq\u0259tli olmaq, z\u00fclm\u0259 u\u011framaq, m\u0259zlum kimi ya\u015famaq, yaz\u0131q h\u0259yat t\u0259rzi s\u00fcrm\u0259k h\u0259l\u0259 o dem\u0259k deyil…<\/span><\/p>\n

Bayram\u0131n\u0131z m\u00fcbar\u0259k, n\u0259fsin hakimi-m\u00fctl\u0259q oldu\u011fu Yer \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259 verdiyi s\u0259d\u0259q\u0259l\u0259r, etdiyi xeyirxahl\u0131qlar Tanr\u0131 d\u0259rgah\u0131nda ovsanaya d\u00fc\u015f\u0259nl\u0259r! Q\u0259lbinizin m\u0259rh\u0259m\u0259ti, ruhunuzun m\u0259rdliyi, niyy\u0259tl\u0259rinizin nurlulu\u011fu Sizi h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 Hakimi-m\u00fctl\u0259q komandas\u0131nda, D\u00f6vl\u0259t \u0259rkan\u0131nda, Tanr\u0131 m\u0259qam\u0131nda \u0259ziz v\u0259 sevimli etsin, amin! \u00dcz\u00fcn\u00fcz\u0259 h\u0259r a\u00e7\u0131lan g\u00fcn G\u00fcn\u0259\u015fl\u0259 g\u00fcls\u00fcn, in\u015faallah!<\/span><\/p>\n

Balar\u0259zini unutmay\u0131n!<\/span><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Ayd\u0131n Can Bu g\u00fcn Yer \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fcn \u0259n g\u00f6z\u0259l bayram\u0131d\u0131r – Yer \u00fcz\u00fc m\u0259hz n\u0259fs\u0259 yiy\u0259lik ed\u0259 bilm\u0259m\u0259yin islah edilm\u0259si \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":16303,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[29,34],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-23208","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-manset","category-yazarlar"],"aioseo_notices":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"https:\/\/basta2.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/02\/aydin-can-1.jpg","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/basta2.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/23208","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/basta2.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/basta2.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/basta2.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/basta2.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=23208"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/basta2.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/23208\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":23209,"href":"https:\/\/basta2.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/23208\/revisions\/23209"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/basta2.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/16303"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/basta2.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=23208"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/basta2.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=23208"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/basta2.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=23208"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}