{"id":24787,"date":"2025-12-08T09:10:37","date_gmt":"2025-12-08T06:10:37","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/basta2.com\/?p=24787"},"modified":"2025-12-08T09:10:37","modified_gmt":"2025-12-08T06:10:37","slug":"agir-qum-kis%c9%99sin%c9%99-donub-suyun-dibin%c9%99-endim-amma","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/basta2.com\/?p=24787","title":{"rendered":"A\u011f\u0131r qum kis\u0259sin\u0259 d\u00f6n\u00fcb suyun dibin\u0259 endim, amma…"},"content":{"rendered":"

Samir\u0259 Qas\u0131ml\u0131<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u201c\u00d6z\u00fcn bilirs\u0259n\u201d\u2026 Bu iki s\u00f6z Az\u0259r Qas\u0131ml\u0131n\u0131n h\u0259bsinin x\u0259b\u0259ri idi\u2026<\/p>\n

Bir il bundan \u00f6nc\u0259 – 8 dekabr s\u0259h\u0259r saat 10.05-d\u0259 Az\u0259r telefonda \u201cAltan\u0131 futboldan \u00f6z\u00fcn g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u0259rs\u0259n\u201d dey\u0259nd\u0259n sonra \u201cniy\u0259, n\u0259 olub ki?\u201d sual\u0131ma bu iki s\u00f6zl\u0259 cavab vermi\u015fdi\u2026<\/p>\n

8 dekabrda h\u0259yat\u0131mda yeni s\u0259hif\u0259 a\u00e7\u0131ld\u0131\u2026 H\u0259yat m\u0259niml\u0259 s\u0259rt davranma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131, m\u0259ni sanki bir yar\u0131\u015fa \u00e7\u0131xar\u0131b \u0259lind\u0259 cihazla d\u00f6z\u00fcml\u00fcl\u00fcy\u00fcm\u00fc yoxlay\u0131r.<\/p>\n

Dostlar h\u0259r d\u0259f\u0259 z\u0259ng edib hal\u0131m\u0131-\u0259hval\u0131m\u0131 soru\u015fanda deyirdim ki, at belind\u0259 \u00e7ap\u0131ram. Amma bu yax\u0131nlarda son bir ilin h\u0259r c\u00fcm\u0259 s\u0259h\u0259ri oldu\u011fu kimi Az\u0259rl\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn K\u00fcrd\u0259xan\u0131ya ged\u0259nd\u0259 \u00f6z hal\u0131ma bax\u0131b ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcm ki, \u0259slind\u0259 at belind\u0259 \u00e7apan m\u0259n deyil\u0259m. S\u00fcvari el\u0259 h\u0259yat\u0131n \u00f6z\u00fcd\u00fcr. \u018fslind\u0259 h\u0259yat m\u0259ni \u00e7apd\u0131r\u0131r. \u00d6z\u00fc d\u0259 atlar\u0131n \u00e7apark\u0259n yolda saga-sola yay\u0131nmamalar\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn g\u00f6zl\u0259rin\u0259 tax\u0131lan g\u00f6zl\u00fckl\u0259ri m\u0259nim d\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259rim\u0259 taxaraq bacard\u0131\u011f\u0131mdan da art\u0131q s\u00fcr\u0259tl\u0259 \u00e7apd\u0131r\u0131r. Bilmir\u0259m h\u0259yat\u0131n m\u0259ni \u00e7apd\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131 m\u0259nzil harad\u0131r, ancaq g\u00f6rd\u00fcy\u00fcm odur ki, h\u0259yat m\u0259ni saga-sola yay\u0131nma\u011fa, yolumdan sapma\u011fa imkan vermir, ir\u0259liy\u0259 do\u011fru n\u0259f\u0259s d\u0259rm\u0259d\u0259n \u00e7apd\u0131r\u0131r\u2026<\/p>\n

T\u0259bi\u0259tc\u0259 \u00e7ox l\u0259ng biri olan m\u0259ni h\u0259yat bu bir ild\u0259 \u00e7ox s\u00fcr\u0259tl\u0259ndirdi, h\u0259m d\u0259 b\u0259rkitdi. Do\u011frudur, fiziki olaraq \u00e7ox z\u0259ifl\u0259dim, enerjim tez t\u00fck\u0259nir, tez g\u00fccd\u0259n d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr\u0259m v\u0259 yoruluram. Son bir ild\u0259 g\u00fcnd\u0259 4-5 saat yuxu, \u00fc\u00e7 ail\u0259nin (Az\u0259r \u00f6z\u00fc h\u0259bsxana t\u0259dar\u00fck\u00fc il\u0259 bir ail\u0259, xaricd\u0259 t\u0259hsil alan Az\u0259rin bir ail\u0259, evd\u0259ki u\u015faqlarla \u00f6z\u00fcm bir ail\u0259) y\u00fck\u00fc, istintaq v\u0259 m\u0259hk\u0259m\u0259 prosesini n\u0259zar\u0259td\u0259 saxlamaq, \u00fcst\u0259lik borc m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259sin\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 \u015e\u0259ki Kommersiya M\u0259hk\u0259m\u0259sind\u0259 ged\u0259n m\u00fclki proses\u0259 Az\u0259r burax\u0131lmad\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn orada Az\u0259rin h\u00fcquqi t\u0259msil\u00e7isi kimi i\u015ftirak etm\u0259k v\u0259 \u00e7\u0259ki\u015fm\u0259l\u0259r\u0259 haz\u0131rla\u015fmaq, evin qay\u011f\u0131lar\u0131 v\u0259 daha sadalamad\u0131\u011f\u0131m n\u0259l\u0259r m\u0259ni fiziki olaraq geri sald\u0131.<\/p>\n

Bu bir ild\u0259 m\u0259nim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u0259n \u00f6n\u0259mli m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259 Az\u0259rin sa\u011flaml\u0131\u011f\u0131 v\u0259 rahatl\u0131\u011f\u0131 idi. Az\u0259r ha des\u0259 d\u0259 ki, \u201cm\u0259n\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 he\u00e7 narahat olma, h\u0259r \u015feyim var, birc\u0259 azadl\u0131\u011f\u0131m yoxdur\u201d, ax\u0131 m\u0259n ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr\u0259m ki, bu o dem\u0259kdir ki, onun he\u00e7 n\u0259yi yoxdur. Pozitivliyini g\u00f6st\u0259rm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn m\u0259niml\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u0259 h\u0259bsxana h\u0259y\u0259tind\u0259n d\u0259rdiyi q\u0131z\u0131lg\u00fcll\u0259rl\u0259 g\u0259ls\u0259 d\u0259, amma d\u00f6rd divar aras\u0131na qapad\u0131lan aktiv v\u0259 enerjili birinin ail\u0259si il\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn h\u0259ft\u0259d\u0259 bir d\u0259f\u0259 h\u00fccr\u0259d\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xar\u0131lmas\u0131 ger\u00e7\u0259kliyi beynimd\u0259n bu sual\u0131 \u00e7\u0131xma\u011fa qoymur: O h\u00fccr\u0259d\u0259 onun g\u00fcnl\u0259rinin maraql\u0131 ke\u00e7m\u0259si \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn m\u0259n n\u0259 ed\u0259 bil\u0259r\u0259m?))<\/p>\n

Bir d\u0259f\u0259 \u00e7ox p\u0259ri\u015fan bir hal\u0131mda D\u0259niz m\u0259n\u0259 bax\u0131b dedi ki, \u201cax\u0131 s\u0259n, niy\u0259 bel\u0259 pis olursan, onun \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn o c\u00fcr komfort yaratm\u0131san. Onun h\u0259r \u015feyi var. H\u0259tta \u00e7ipsi, kola, tum, h\u0259r \u015feyi))\u201d \u018flb\u0259tt\u0259 ki, D\u0259niz u\u015faq a\u011fl\u0131 il\u0259 atas\u0131n\u0131n hans\u0131 ger\u00e7\u0259klikl\u0259 \u00fcz-\u00fcz\u0259 qald\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 hiss ed\u0259 bilmir. Ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015f\u0259 bilir, amma hiss ed\u0259 bilmir…<\/p>\n

B\u0259z\u0259n m\u0259n\u0259 el\u0259 g\u0259lir ki, h\u0259yat yeni s\u0131naqlarla \u00fcz\u0259rim\u0259 qoydu\u011fu y\u00fck\u00fcn \u00e7\u0259kisini art\u0131r\u0131r v\u0259 n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259rini qalqd\u0131ra bil\u0259c\u0259yimi yoxlay\u0131r. Bu bir ild\u0259 \u00fc\u00e7 d\u0259f\u0259 a\u011f\u0131r qum kis\u0259sin\u0259 d\u00f6n\u00fcb suyun dibin\u0259 endim, amma q\u0131sa zamanda toparlan\u0131b yenid\u0259n suyun \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 qalxa bildim. M\u0259n\u0259 g\u00fcc ver\u0259n ail\u0259m qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda olan m\u0259suliyy\u0259timdir. H\u0259m Az\u0259r, h\u0259m d\u0259 u\u015faqlar m\u0259nd\u0259n as\u0131l\u0131d\u0131lar. Onlar\u0131 z\u0259rb\u0259 alt\u0131nda qoyma\u011fa haqq\u0131m yoxdur. \u018fn \u00e7\u0259tin g\u00fcnl\u0259rimd\u0259 bel\u0259 he\u00e7 kimin, h\u0259tta anam\u0131n-atam\u0131n bel\u0259 ya\u015fad\u0131qlar\u0131mdan, probleml\u0259rimd\u0259n x\u0259b\u0259ri olmad\u0131. \u0130st\u0259m\u0259dim ki, kims\u0259 dem\u0259sin ki, \u201cb\u0259s bilmirdiniz ki, el \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn a\u011flayan g\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n olar?..\u201d Bu s\u00f6z indi b\u0259dbinliy\u0259 v\u0259 d\u0259rin \u00fcmidsizliy\u0259 d\u00fc\u00e7ar olan insanlar\u0131m\u0131z aras\u0131nda az i\u015fl\u0259nmir…<\/p>\n

Amma b\u00fct\u00fcn bunlara baxmayaraq ruh\u0259n \u00e7ox g\u00fccl\u0259ndim, b\u0259rkidim… Onun da f\u0259rqind\u0259y\u0259m ki, ya\u015fad\u0131qlar\u0131m xarakterim\u0259 t\u0259sir g\u00f6st\u0259rm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131. Son bir ild\u0259 \u0259n \u00e7ox m\u00fcqavim\u0259t g\u00f6st\u0259rdiyim \u015feyl\u0259rd\u0259n biri d\u0259 pozitivliyimi itirm\u0259m\u0259yim, h\u0259r \u015feyi zarafata \u00e7evirib, g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn m\u0259z\u0259li xatir\u0259 saxlamaq bacar\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 qoruyub saxlamaq idi. Bu bir ild\u0259 m\u0259n \u00fcr\u0259yimd\u0259 d\u0259rin k\u0259d\u0259r v\u0259 dar\u0131xma hissi il\u0259 \u00fczd\u0259 g\u00fclm\u0259yi, t\u0259b\u0259ss\u00fcml\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fma\u011f\u0131, pozitiv qalma\u011f\u0131 \u00f6yr\u0259ndim. Amma anam\u0131n bizi t\u0259rk etm\u0259si m\u0259n\u0259 el\u0259 z\u0259rb\u0259 vurdu ki, bu bacar\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 itirdiyimi g\u00f6r\u00fcr\u0259m…<\/p>\n

Bu bir ild\u0259 b\u00fct\u00fcn ya\u015fananlara v\u0259 probleml\u0259r\u0259 qar\u015f\u0131 ayaqda dura bilm\u0259k, i\u015fl\u0259m\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259 h\u0259m d\u0259 yeni bacar\u0131\u011f\u0131 formala\u015fd\u0131ra bildim. \u018fslind\u0259 bunu m\u0259n\u0259 Az\u0259r prosesin ta \u0259vv\u0259lind\u0259n deyir: \u201cm\u00fcv\u0259qq\u0259ti olaraq hissl\u0259ri s\u00f6nd\u00fcrm\u0259k, yaln\u0131z a\u011f\u0131lla h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259t etm\u0259k laz\u0131md\u0131r\u201d. \u0130ndi g\u00f6r\u00fcr\u0259m ki, bunu bacara bilir\u0259m. Dol\u00e7a kimi dolanda emosiyalar\u0131ma bo\u015falma\u011fa, h\u00f6nk\u00fcr\u00fcb a\u011flama\u011fa m\u00fcv\u0259qq\u0259ti icaz\u0259 verir\u0259m, sonra is\u0259 \u201cdaha b\u0259sdir, i\u015fl\u0259m\u0259k vaxt\u0131d\u0131r\u201d deyib yenid\u0259n i\u015f\u0259 k\u00f6kl\u0259nir\u0259m. B\u0259z\u0259n m\u0259n\u0259 el\u0259 g\u0259lir ki, m\u0259n robotla\u015f\u0131ram, amma v\u0259ziyy\u0259ti idar\u0259 etm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn hissl\u0259rimi v\u0259 a\u011fl\u0131m\u0131 bu \u015f\u0259kild\u0259 idar\u0259 etm\u0259kd\u0259n ba\u015fqa da yolum yoxdur…<\/p>\n

Bir d\u0259f\u0259 sakitl\u0259\u015fm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn evin arxas\u0131ndak\u0131 parka \u2013 Q\u0131\u015f park\u0131na g\u0259zm\u0259y\u0259 getdim. G\u0259lib \u00e7atd\u0131m park\u0131n T\u0259z\u0259 Pir m\u0259scidi il\u0259 \u00fczb\u0259\u00fcz \u0259n h\u00fcnd\u00fcr hiss\u0259sin\u0259. Durdu\u011fum n\u00f6qt\u0259d\u0259n \u00fcz\u00fc a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 ma\u015f\u0131n yolu ke\u00e7irdi. M\u0259scidl\u0259 \u00fczb\u0259\u00fcz durub, \u00fcz\u00fcm\u00fc g\u00f6y\u0259 tutub Allaha dua etm\u0259k ke\u00e7di i\u00e7imd\u0259n. G\u00f6zl\u0259rimi a\u00e7anda bir yeniyetm\u0259nin yan\u0131mda dayan\u0131b m\u0259n\u0259 baxd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6rd\u00fcm. G\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259yib geriy\u0259, ev\u0259 sar\u0131 d\u00f6nd\u00fcm. Yeniyetm\u0259 g\u0259nc d\u0259 arxamca bir az bax\u0131b sonra yoluna davam etdi. Onun n\u0259 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn yan\u0131mda dayand\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcm, o is\u0259 m\u0259nim o n\u00f6qt\u0259d\u0259 hans\u0131 m\u0259qs\u0259dl\u0259 dayand\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131, n\u0259 etm\u0259k ist\u0259diyimi ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259mi\u015fdi. Amma bir yeniyetm\u0259nin bu q\u0259d\u0259r h\u0259ssas v\u0259 insani davran\u0131\u015f\u0131 m\u0259ni ev\u0259 el\u0259 ruh y\u00fcks\u0259kliyi il\u0259, el\u0259 bir motivasiya v\u0259 inamla qaytarm\u0131\u015fd\u0131 ki, bunu s\u00f6zl\u0259 ifad\u0259 ed\u0259 bilmir\u0259m. Bildiyim odur ki, bizi ya\u015fadan da, g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259y\u0259 \u00fcmidli ed\u0259n d\u0259 \u00fcr\u0259kli v\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259li insanlar\u0131m\u0131zd\u0131r, insanl\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131zd\u0131r…<\/p>\n

M\u0259n \u00e7ox x\u0259yalp\u0259r\u0259st\u0259m. U\u015faql\u0131qdan x\u0259yallarda ya\u015fam\u0131\u015fam v\u0259 \u00e7ox x\u0259yallar\u0131m da ger\u00e7\u0259k h\u0259yat hekay\u0259m\u0259 \u00e7evrilib. M\u0259n h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 x\u0259yallarda ya\u015fay\u0131ram. Bu is\u0259 bizim g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259k hekay\u0259mizdir…<\/p>\n

Bu bir ild\u0259 \u0259n \u00e7ox qulaq asd\u0131\u011f\u0131m musiqil\u0259rd\u0259n biri d\u0259 budur:
\nBa\u015f\u0131n \u00f6n\u0259 \u0259yilm\u0259sin,
\nAld\u0131rma g\u00f6n\u00fcl, ald\u0131rma!
\nA\u011flad\u0131\u011f\u0131n duyulmas\u0131n,
\nAld\u0131rma g\u00f6n\u00fcl, ald\u0131rma!
\nG\u00f6r\u00fcl\u0259c\u0259k g\u00fcnl\u0259r var h\u0259l\u0259,
\nAld\u0131rma g\u00f6n\u00fcl, ald\u0131rma!<\/p>\n

P.S. Dostlar v\u0259 Az\u0259r\u0259 r\u0259\u011fb\u0259t b\u0259sl\u0259y\u0259n insanlar daim yaz\u0131rlar, z\u0259ng edib hal-\u0259hval tuturlar. Bu yaz\u0131n\u0131 – hiss etdikl\u0259rimi dostlarla payla\u015fmaq ist\u0259dim.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Samir\u0259 Qas\u0131ml\u0131 \u201c\u00d6z\u00fcn bilirs\u0259n\u201d\u2026 Bu iki s\u00f6z Az\u0259r Qas\u0131ml\u0131n\u0131n h\u0259bsinin x\u0259b\u0259ri idi\u2026 Bir il bundan \u00f6nc\u0259 – 8 dekabr s\u0259h\u0259r<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":24788,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[29,36],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-24787","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-manset","category-siyast"],"aioseo_notices":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"https:\/\/basta2.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/12\/FB_IMG_1765173661109.jpg","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/basta2.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/24787","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/basta2.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/basta2.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/basta2.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/basta2.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=24787"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/basta2.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/24787\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":24789,"href":"https:\/\/basta2.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/24787\/revisions\/24789"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/basta2.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/24788"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/basta2.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=24787"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/basta2.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=24787"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/basta2.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=24787"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}