{"id":3564,"date":"2020-10-29T12:54:07","date_gmt":"2020-10-29T09:54:07","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/basta2.com\/?p=3564"},"modified":"2020-11-01T11:30:33","modified_gmt":"2020-11-01T08:30:33","slug":"litvali-h%c9%99rbi-jurnalist-allah-olm%c9%99yimizi-ist%c9%99m%c9%99di","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/basta2.com\/arxivl\u0259r\/3564","title":{"rendered":"Allah \u00f6lm\u0259yimizi ist\u0259m\u0259di"},"content":{"rendered":"

Ri\u00e7ardas Laspaidis (Ri\u010dardas Lapaitis) \u2013 Litval\u0131 h\u0259rbi jurnalist. Beyn\u0259lxal Avropa Asiya M\u0259tbuat\u0131 T\u0259\u015fkilat\u0131n\u0131n (IEPF) Litva t\u0259\u00e7sil\u00e7isi. O, 1992-ci ild\u0259 Qaraba\u011fda ged\u0259n d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015fl\u0259rin i\u015ftirak\u00e7\u0131s\u0131 olub. Bir ne\u00e7\u0259 g\u00fcn \u00f6nc\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn feysbuk s\u0259hif\u0259sind\u0259 d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015f xatir\u0259l\u0259rini payla\u015f\u0131b. H\u0259min yaz\u0131n\u0131 t\u0259qdim edirik:<\/span><\/p>\n

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D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcm ki, bu hekay\u0259ni itib unudulmayana q\u0259d\u0259r dan\u0131\u015fmaq laz\u0131md\u0131r. Niy\u0259 indi? Hekay\u0259nin sonunda b\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 daha ayd\u0131n olacaq.<\/p>\n

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Bu hadis\u0259 1992-ci ilin yay\u0131nda ba\u015f vermi\u015fdi. G\u00f6z\u0259l bir iyun g\u00fcn\u00fc idi. Litvada, y\u0259qin ki, bel\u0259 bir vaxtda ya\u015f\u0131dlar\u0131m Baltik d\u0259nizind\u0259 g\u00fcn\u0259\u015f vannas\u0131 al\u0131r v\u0259 ya rahat bir Viln\u00fcs kafesind\u0259 otururdular. O zaman da onlarla birlikd\u0259 olma\u011fa sevin\u0259rdim, amma…<\/p>\n

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G\u0259ncliyimd\u0259, h\u0259yat\u0131m\u0131n \u0259n g\u00f6z\u0259l d\u00f6vr\u00fcnd\u0259 (ax\u0131 h\u0259yat yaln\u0131z bir anl\u0131qd\u0131r) m\u0259n v\u0259t\u0259nimd\u0259n uzaqda,\u00a0 \u00e7irkli v\u0259 toz-torpaql\u0131 Mu\u011fanl\u0131 k\u0259ndind\u0259n (Da\u011fl\u0131q Qaraba\u011f, Az\u0259rbaycan) qay\u0131d\u0131rd\u0131m. \u00d6l\u00fcml\u0259ri, \u0259zablar\u0131 v\u0259 g\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6rm\u0259kd\u0259n usanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131m. M\u0259nim i\u00e7imd\u0259 \u0259dal\u0259t v\u0259 insanl\u0131\u011fa inam \u00f6lm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc.<\/p>\n

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M\u0259n Qaraba\u011f m\u00fcharib\u0259sind\u0259 ili\u015fib qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131m v\u0259 oradan \u00e7\u0131xa bilmirdim. E\u015fitmi\u015fdim ki, m\u0259nim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn, pis m\u0259nada, m\u00fckafat bel\u0259 t\u0259yin olunmu\u015fdu. Amma m\u0259n art\u0131q \u00e7oxdand\u0131r ki, t\u0259hdidl\u0259r\u0259 \u0259h\u0259miyy\u0259t vermirdim. \u00dcr\u0259k qorxma\u011fa \u00f6yr\u0259\u015fm\u0259di ki \u00f6yr\u0259\u015fm\u0259di. M\u0259n minl\u0259rl\u0259 qa\u00e7q\u0131n g\u00f6rd\u00fcm, analar, qucaqlar\u0131nda k\u00f6rp\u0259l\u0259ri v\u0259 u\u015faqlar… H\u0259tta m\u00fcharib\u0259d\u0259 d\u0259 u\u015faq qalm\u0131\u015f u\u015faqlar. Lakin sakit v\u0259 ya\u015flar\u0131na g\u00f6r\u0259 \u00e7ox a\u011f\u0131ll\u0131. M\u0259n art\u0131q bilirdim ki, ke\u00e7mi\u015f Sovet \u0130ttifaq\u0131 \u0259razil\u0259rind\u0259 filtrasiya d\u00fc\u015f\u0259rg\u0259l\u0259ri meydana g\u0259lmi\u015fdi. H\u0259rbi \u0259sirl\u0259rin, \u0259sl c\u0259h\u0259nn\u0259mi ya\u015fayan ke\u00e7mi\u015f m\u00fclki \u015f\u0259xsl\u0259rin d\u0259h\u015f\u0259tli taleyind\u0259n x\u0259b\u0259rdar idim.<\/p>\n

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B\u0259li. O g\u00fcn x\u00fcsusi bir k\u0259\u015ffiyyat d\u0259st\u0259si yerl\u0259\u015f\u0259n Mu\u011fanl\u0131 k\u0259ndind\u0259n qay\u0131d\u0131rd\u0131m. A\u015fa\u011f\u0131 Qaraba\u011f boyunca yoldan ke\u00e7\u0259n n\u0259qliyyatlarla A\u011fdama do\u011fru gedirdim. Oradan Yevlax ya da B\u0259rd\u0259y\u0259 getm\u0259yi d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fcm. Orada Bak\u0131ya getm\u0259y\u0259 s\u0259rni\u015fin avtobusu tapaca\u011f\u0131m\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fcm.<\/p>\n

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B\u0259li, g\u00fcn \u00e7ox g\u00f6z\u0259l v\u0259 isti idi. Qafqazda yay\u0131n h\u0259tta x\u00fcsusi qoxusu da var. X\u00fcsus\u0259n d\u0259 ya\u011f\u0131\u015fdan sonra.<\/p>\n

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M\u0259n son d\u0259f\u0259 Mu\u011fanl\u0131da k\u0259\u015ffiyyat\u00e7\u0131larla yem\u0259k yemi\u015fdim. M\u0259nim h\u0259tta adi suyum da yox idi. Ancaq bu bar\u0259d\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u00fcrd\u00fcm d\u0259. V\u0259 hekay\u0259m he\u00e7 bu haqda da deyil…<\/p>\n

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M\u0259nim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn t\u0259cili yard\u0131m ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131 dayand\u0131. O, b\u00f6y\u00fck s\u00fcr\u0259tl\u0259 da\u011flara do\u011fru \u015f\u00fct\u00fcy\u00fcrd\u00fc. Dedil\u0259r ki, Nax\u00e7\u0131vanik k\u0259ndin\u0259 gedirl\u0259r. \u0130zah etdil\u0259r ki,\u00a0 indi orda d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015f gedir v\u0259 \u00e7ox sayda \u00f6l\u0259n v\u0259 yaral\u0131lar var. M\u0259ni sonuncu postda d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrtd\u00fcl\u0259r. T\u0259cili yard\u0131m ora getdi. M\u0259ni d\u0259 g\u00f6t\u00fcrm\u0259dikl\u0259rin\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 \u00e7ox p\u0259ri\u015fan olmu\u015fdum. Postda bir ne\u00e7\u0259 h\u0259rb\u00e7i var idi. Ba\u015fqa bir g\u0259nc m\u00fcxbir var idi – m\u0259nc\u0259 yerli idi. M\u0259n onun yan\u0131na getm\u0259dim. Avtomat s\u0259sl\u0259ri v\u0259 m\u0259rmi partlay\u0131\u015flar\u0131 e\u015fidilirdi. Nax\u00e7\u0131vanik k\u0259ndin\u0259 bir ne\u00e7\u0259 kilometr qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131.<\/p>\n

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Y\u0259qin taleyin qism\u0259ti idi, 1992-ci ilin yay\u0131nda burada, d\u00fcz\u0259nlik \u0259razid\u0259 olmaq. Bird\u0259n ya\u015fl\u0131, sa\u00e7lar\u0131 a\u011farm\u0131\u015f, m\u00f6hk\u0259m b\u0259d\u0259n qurulu\u015funa malik bir ki\u015fi g\u00f6rd\u00fcm. Postun komandirin\u0259 yax\u0131nla\u015f\u0131r, onun \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn yol ba\u011fl\u0131d\u0131r. \u015elaqbaum – dey\u0259s\u0259n rus dilind\u0259 bel\u0259 deyilir. V\u0259 bu ya\u015fl\u0131 az\u0259rbaycanl\u0131 post komandirin\u0259 deyir: “Bilirsiz, d\u00fcn\u0259n o\u011flumu h\u0259rbi m\u0259kt\u0259bd\u0259n g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb birba\u015fa m\u00fcharib\u0259y\u0259 g\u00f6nd\u0259ribl\u0259r. H\u0259l\u0259 yeti\u015fm\u0259yib v\u0259 \u00f6ls\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc he\u00e7 vaxt ba\u011f\u0131\u015flaya bilm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259m! M\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fcm vuru\u015fmayacam, sad\u0259c\u0259 ona yax\u0131n olmaq, ona d\u0259st\u0259k olmaq ist\u0259yir\u0259m!”<\/p>\n

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E\u015fitdikl\u0259rim bu q\u0259d\u0259r idi. M\u0259n deyil\u0259nl\u0259ri ayr\u0131 c\u00fcr\u0259 ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcm. Ki\u015fi g\u0259nc o\u011flunu tapmaq v\u0259 m\u00fcmk\u00fcn olsa \u00f6z can\u0131 bahas\u0131na qorumaq ist\u0259yirdi! Bu ata sevgisi idi! Biz ki\u015fil\u0259r \u00e7ox vaxt hissl\u0259rimizi ifad\u0259 ed\u0259 bilmirik. B\u0259z\u0259n sad\u0259c\u0259 h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259tl\u0259r\u0259 fikir verm\u0259k laz\u0131md\u0131r.<\/p>\n

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Post komandiri: “Yox! – dedi, – \u0130ndi d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015f gedir. Olmaz”.<\/p>\n

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Sonra bu m\u0259zlum, lakin \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 inanan adam dedi: “Bilirs\u0259n, indi s\u0259ddin \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259n adlayacam v\u0259 s\u0259n k\u00fcr\u0259yimd\u0259n at\u0259\u015f a\u00e7a bil\u0259rs\u0259n! Piyada gedib o\u011flumu tapaca\u011fam”.<\/p>\n

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Bu an, Qafqaz\u0131n isti g\u00fcn\u0259\u015fi alt\u0131nda h\u0259l\u0259 birt\u0259h\u0259r olmam\u0131\u015f, m\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fcm d\u0259 yerimd\u0259n qalx\u0131b posta t\u0259r\u0259f add\u0131mlad\u0131m v\u0259 komandir\u0259 dedim: “Bilirsinizmi, m\u0259n Viln\u00fcsd\u0259n bu yer\u0259 minl\u0259rl\u0259 kilometr yol q\u0259t etdim v\u0259 insanlar\u0131n uzaqdan \u00f6lm\u0259sini izl\u0259y\u0259 bilmir\u0259m. Qay\u0131dandan sonra n\u0259 dey\u0259c\u0259m? Orada olmaq ist\u0259yir\u0259m, onlarla birlikd\u0259. V\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131s\u0131 budur m\u0259n d\u0259 \u0259sg\u0259r atas\u0131 il\u0259 gedim v\u0259 s\u0259n, komandir, k\u00fcr\u0259yimd\u0259n vura bil\u0259rs\u0259n!”<\/p>\n

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Komandir q\u0131\u015fq\u0131rd\u0131: “Dayan\u0131n, hara gedirsiz??? !!! Orada minalanm\u0131\u015f sah\u0259 var!”<\/p>\n

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V\u0259 bird\u0259n yor\u011fun bir s\u0259sl\u0259 dedi: “Yax\u015f\u0131… Bax\u0131n, m\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fcm sizi ora aparacam. M\u0259n siz\u0259 yaln\u0131z 10 d\u0259qiq\u0259 vaxt verir\u0259m!!! S\u0259n\u0259, ata, o\u011flunu tapmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn!!! S\u0259n\u0259 d\u0259, jurnalist, i\u015fini g\u00f6rm\u0259y\u0259. 10 d\u0259qiq\u0259d\u0259n sonra sizi d\u0259rhal oradan \u00e7\u0131xaracam!”<\/p>\n

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Sonra soru\u015fdu ki, onun \u015f\u0259rtl\u0259rini ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fck ya yox. T\u0259bii ki biz ona “b\u0259li” dey\u0259 cavab verdik.<\/p>\n

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Sonra minaya qar\u015f\u0131 tank v\u0259 y\u00fck ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131n\u0131 postdan g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fc. D\u00f6rd n\u0259f\u0259r kabin\u0259d\u0259 oturdu – t\u0259k silahl\u0131 ad\u0131n\u0131 da bilm\u0259diyim komandir idi. B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 hardasa g\u00fcnd\u0259liyimd\u0259 yazm\u0131\u015fam. V\u0259 yava\u015f-yava\u015f, yava\u015f-yava\u015f, mina \u0259lehin\u0259 tank\u0131n izi il\u0259 h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259t etdik. Bel\u0259likl\u0259, a\u00e7\u0131q sah\u0259nin ortas\u0131na \u00e7atd\u0131q. G\u00fcn\u0259\u015f \u00e7ox y\u00fcks\u0259kd\u0259 idi. H\u0259r k\u0259s d\u0259rin fikr\u0259 dalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. V\u0259 ham\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 bu q\u0259rib\u0259 bir yol bir-birin\u0259 ba\u011flay\u0131rd\u0131. Y\u0259qin ki, burda olma\u011f\u0131m\u0131z t\u0259sad\u00fcfi deyildi.<\/p>\n

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V\u0259 sonra bizi g\u00f6rd\u00fcl\u0259r. D\u00fc\u015fm\u0259nin m\u00f6vqel\u0259ri y\u00fcks\u0259kd\u0259, da\u011flarda idi v\u0259 biz ovuc i\u00e7ind\u0259ki kimi g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fck. Minaatanlardan bizi vurma\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131lar. M\u0259rmil\u0259r \u00e7ox yax\u0131nda partlay\u0131rd\u0131. Diktofonu i\u015f\u0259 sald\u0131m v\u0259 valideynl\u0259riml\u0259 vidala\u015fd\u0131m. D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fcm ki, indi c\u0259s\u0259dim par\u00e7a-par\u00e7a olacaq, b\u0259lk\u0259 kims\u0259 diktofonu tapar, kim oldu\u011fumu \u00f6yr\u0259n\u0259rl\u0259r…<\/p>\n

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At\u0131\u015fma zaman\u0131 tank bizd\u0259n uzaqla\u015fd\u0131. Biz is\u0259 dayand\u0131q v\u0259 komandirin \u0259mri il\u0259 tez kabin\u0259d\u0259n tulland\u0131q. Bacard\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z yerd\u0259 uzand\u0131q. \u018ftraf\u0131m\u0131zda m\u0259rmil\u0259r partlay\u0131r v\u0259 q\u0259lp\u0259l\u0259r avtomobilin qap\u0131s\u0131na d\u0259yirdi. Komandir m\u0259n\u0259 q\u0131\u015fq\u0131rd\u0131 ki, s\u0259n orduda xidm\u0259t etmis\u0259n??? “B\u0259li!” – cavab verir\u0259m!<\/p>\n

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“S\u0259n\u0259 yaz\u0131qlar\u0131 g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259yini d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrs\u0259n? Biziml\u0259 birlikd\u0259 \u00f6ld\u00fcr\u0259c\u0259kl\u0259r! Qulaq as, m\u0259ni \u00f6ld\u00fcrs\u0259l\u0259r avtomat\u0131m\u0131 g\u00f6t\u00fcr v\u0259 insanlar\u0131 buradan \u00e7\u0131xar…” – komandir dedi.<\/p>\n

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\u018fg\u0259r\u00a0 o zaman Tanr\u0131 bizi g\u00f6r\u00fcrd\u00fcs\u0259… Mina tarlas\u0131n\u0131n ortas\u0131nda d\u00f6rd ki\u015fi. Partlay\u0131\u015flar v\u0259 yax\u0131nl\u0131qda g\u0259zi\u015f\u0259n \u00f6l\u00fcm. Allah d\u0259h\u015f\u0259tli bir m\u0259nz\u0259r\u0259y\u0259 \u015fahidlik edirdi. V\u0259 he\u00e7 kim d\u0259 bil\u0259 bilm\u0259z ki o zaman O, n\u0259 haqda d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc. Ancaq bir \u015fey ayd\u0131nd\u0131r ki, o bizim \u00f6lm\u0259yimizi ist\u0259m\u0259di.<\/p>\n

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V\u0259 bird\u0259n komandir biz\u0259 q\u0131\u015fq\u0131rd\u0131 ki, g\u0259lin y\u00fck ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131na atlayaq v\u0259 i\u015f\u0259 salma\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015faq. Qaz\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 bas\u0131r\u0131q v\u0259 d\u00fcz da\u011flara, birba\u015fa Nax\u00e7\u0131vanik k\u0259ndin\u0259 \u015f\u00fct\u00fcy\u00fcr\u00fck… O zaman bizi zirv\u0259d\u0259n bombalamaq daha \u00e7\u0259tin olacaq!<\/p>\n

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Bu yolun k\u0259nd\u0259 n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r davam etdiyini \u015fokdan bil\u0259 bilmir\u0259m. H\u0259r d\u0259qiq\u0259 \u015f\u00fc\u015f\u0259d\u0259n bir m\u0259rminin i\u00e7\u0259ri d\u00fc\u015f\u0259c\u0259yini d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fcm. Bel\u0259likl\u0259 k\u0259nd\u0259 \u00e7atd\u0131q… A\u011faca t\u0259r\u0259f qa\u00e7d\u0131m. Yuxar\u0131dan pulemyot\u00e7u m\u0259ni g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. O zavall\u0131 a\u011faca at\u0259\u015f a\u00e7\u0131rd\u0131 v\u0259 q\u0131r\u0131lan budaqlar ba\u015f\u0131ma t\u00f6k\u00fcl\u00fcrd\u00fcd\u00fc. G\u00fcll\u0259l\u0259r a\u011fac\u0131n qab\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 da soyurdu. \u00c7iyinl\u0259rimi \u00e7\u0131xartmama\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131m. At\u0131\u015fma biraz sakitl\u0259\u015fdi, da\u015f hasara t\u0259r\u0259f qa\u00e7d\u0131m. B\u00fct\u00fcn k\u0259nd yan\u0131rd\u0131. Da\u015fdan tikilmi\u015f evl\u0259r. Da\u015f hasarlar. H\u0259r \u015fey da\u015fdan idi. On d\u0259qiq\u0259d\u0259n sonra n\u0259 komandiri, n\u0259 s\u00fcr\u00fcc\u00fcn\u00fc, n\u0259 d\u0259 \u0259sg\u0259r atas\u0131n\u0131 bir d\u0259 g\u00f6rm\u0259dim. D\u00f6y\u00fc\u015f g\u00fccl\u00fc oldu v\u0259 o g\u00fcn bir \u00e7oxlu g\u0259nc az\u0259rbaycanl\u0131 \u0259sg\u0259rl\u0259r \u015f\u0259hid oldu. Ancaq o g\u00fcn\u00fc k\u0259ndi qoruya bildil\u0259r. H\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 \u0259sg\u0259rin atas\u0131n\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fcm: g\u00f6r\u0259s\u0259n o\u011flunu tapd\u0131m\u0131??? Onlar indi sa\u011fd\u0131rlarm\u0131 ??? Onlar\u0131n aqib\u0259ti nec\u0259 oldu??? \u00dcr\u0259kd\u0259n arzulay\u0131rd\u0131m ki, ata h\u0259min g\u00fcn o\u011fluna sar\u0131la bilsin!!!<\/p>\n

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O g\u00fcnd\u0259n b\u0259ri ill\u0259r ke\u00e7ib… V\u0259 \u0259sg\u0259r atas\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6rs\u0259ydim, d\u00fcnyan\u0131n \u0259n \u0259ziz insan\u0131 qucaqlad\u0131\u011f\u0131m kimi tan\u0131y\u0131b ba\u011fr\u0131ma basard\u0131m!<\/p>\n

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Bu g\u00fcn eyni \u0259razid\u0259 \u015fidd\u0259tli d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015fl\u0259r gedir. Arzu edir\u0259m ki, Nax\u00e7\u0131vanik k\u0259ndi azad edilsin. Bug\u00fcnk\u00fc m\u00fcharib\u0259 haqq\u0131nda d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u0259rk\u0259n ke\u00e7irdiyim hissl\u0259rimi izah ed\u0259 bilm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259m. H\u0259r bir \u0259sg\u0259rin atas\u0131 v\u0259 anas\u0131 var. \u0130ndi onlar\u0131n n\u0259 hiss etdikl\u0259rini yaln\u0131z bir Tanr\u0131 bilir. B\u0259z\u0259n tale yaln\u0131z iki yol g\u00f6nd\u0259rir: birind\u0259 s\u0259n insansan, dig\u0259rind\u0259 he\u00e7 kims\u0259n.<\/p>\n

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B\u00fct\u00fcn varl\u0131\u011f\u0131mla s\u00fclh, yax\u015f\u0131l\u0131q v\u0259 \u0259dal\u0259t dil\u0259yir\u0259m. Bir d\u0259 insaniyy\u0259t, h\u0259m d\u0259 s\u0259rh\u0259d tan\u0131mad\u0131\u011f\u0131 q\u0259d\u0259r…<\/p>\n

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Bu, bir \u00e7ox g\u00fcnl\u0259rimd\u0259n f\u0259rqli yadda\u015f\u0131ma h\u0259kk olunan bir g\u00fcn\u00fcm idi. H\u0259rbi h\u0259kim G\u00fclt\u0259kin \u018fsg\u0259rova da orada h\u0259lak oldu… Nax\u00e7\u0131vanik k\u0259ndi yax\u0131nl\u0131\u011f\u0131nda da\u011f\u0131n \u0259t\u0259yind\u0259 \u0259sg\u0259rl\u0259rin h\u0259yat\u0131n\u0131 xilas ed\u0259rk\u0259n. Azadl\u0131\u011f\u0131n tezlikl\u0259 ora g\u0259lm\u0259sini arzulay\u0131ram!<\/p>\n

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P.P.S. O faci\u0259li g\u00fcn\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r \u015eu\u015fan\u0131 m\u00fcdafi\u0259 ed\u0259n, Nax\u00e7\u0131vanik yax\u0131nl\u0131\u011f\u0131nda o vaxt q\u0259hr\u0259mancas\u0131na h\u0259lak olan G\u00fclt\u0259kin \u018fsg\u0259rovan\u0131n q\u0131z\u0131 il\u0259 o vaxtdan b\u0259ri \u00fcnsiyy\u0259td\u0259y\u0259m. Ad\u0131 \u018fmin\u0259dir. Nax\u00e7\u0131vanik k\u0259ndind\u0259n qay\u0131td\u0131qdan sonra onlar\u0131n yan\u0131na g\u0259ldim v\u0259 d\u0259h\u015f\u0259tli x\u0259b\u0259ri onlara dedim. N\u0259n\u0259si \u018fmin\u0259y\u0259 anas\u0131n\u0131n \u015f\u0259hid olmas\u0131n\u0131 sonra dedi. Amina o zaman m\u0259nim rusca dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 anlam\u0131rd\u0131. B\u00f6y\u00fck, qara, d\u0259rin g\u00f6zl\u0259ri il\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259 el\u0259 bax\u0131rd\u0131 ki… Q\u0131rx g\u00fcn anas\u0131n\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc v\u0259 inan\u0131rd\u0131 ki, qay\u0131dacaq…<\/p>\n

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\u018fmin\u0259ni v\u0259 n\u0259n\u0259sini 1994-c\u00fc ild\u0259n, oradan getdikd\u0259n sonra 20 il axtarm\u0131\u015fam. V\u0259 “Bak\u0131 f\u0259hl\u0259si”nin m\u00fcxbiri Eleonora Abasquliyeva onlar\u0131 tapmaqda k\u00f6m\u0259k etdi. B\u0259z\u0259n m\u00fcharib\u0259d\u0259 g\u00f6rd\u00fckl\u0259rimi\u00a0 b\u00f6l\u00fc\u015fm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn “Bakrabo\u00e7i”nin redaksiyas\u0131na g\u0259lirdim. V\u0259 bir g\u00fcn\u00a0 Facebook s\u0259hif\u0259sind\u0259 \u018fmin\u0259nin yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6rd\u00fcm: “H\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 hava proqnozunu dinl\u0259y\u0259nd\u0259 \u015eu\u015fada havan\u0131n nec\u0259 olmas\u0131 il\u0259 maraqlan\u0131rd\u0131m.\u00a0 Sanki oradan g\u0259l\u0259n t\u0259k x\u0259b\u0259r idi… \u0130ndi hava proqnozuna bax\u0131ram v\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259md\u0259 deyir\u0259m: h\u0259l\u0259 o q\u0259d\u0259r d\u0259 soyuq deyil, t\u0259l\u0259sm\u0259k laz\u0131md\u0131r! \u018fsg\u0259rl\u0259rimiz\u0259 orada soyuq olmas\u0131n… Amin”.<\/p>\n

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H\u0259, u\u015faqlar, ilk soyuqlar d\u00fc\u015f\u0259n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r \u00e7atd\u0131rmaq laz\u0131md\u0131r … ilk ya\u011f\u0131\u015fa … y\u00fcks\u0259k da\u011flardan ilk qar d\u0259n\u0259l\u0259rin\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r!!!<\/p>\n

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T\u0259rc\u00fcm\u0259 etdi: Az\u0259r \u0130smay\u0131l<\/span><\/p>\n

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