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\u201cYadda\u015f l\u0259pirl\u0259ri\u201d silsil\u0259sind\u0259n<\/strong><\/h5>\n

Analar incim\u0259sin, m\u0259nc\u0259, o\u011ful nigaran\u00e7\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u00e7\u0259k\u0259n q\u0259mli ata g\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259n t\u0259sirli he\u00e7 n\u0259 yoxdur bu d\u00fcnyada. Bel\u0259 bir k\u0259d\u0259r y\u00fckl\u00fc G\u00d6ZL\u018fRl\u0259 rastla\u015fd\u0131m o g\u00fcn\u2026<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u201cM\u0259n h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 a\u011fd\u0259rilil\u0259rin d\u0259, qarad\u0259rilil\u0259rin d\u0259 zorak\u0131 h\u00f6kmranl\u0131\u011f\u0131na qar\u015f\u0131 m\u00fcbariz\u0259 aparm\u0131\u015fam. M\u0259n b\u00fct\u00fcn insanlar\u0131n birlikd\u0259, harmoniyada ya\u015fayacaqlar\u0131 v\u0259 b\u0259rab\u0259r imkanlara malik olacaqlar\u0131 demokratik, azad bir c\u0259miyy\u0259tin qurulmas\u0131 x\u0259yallar\u0131 il\u0259 ya\u015fam\u0131\u015fam. Bu x\u0259yallar\u0131 gerc\u0259kl\u0259\u015fdirm\u0259k m\u0259nim h\u0259yat\u0131m\u0131n m\u0259nas\u0131n\u0131 t\u0259\u015fkil edir. V\u0259 \u0259g\u0259r laz\u0131m g\u0259l\u0259rs\u0259, m\u0259n onlar u\u011frunda \u00f6lm\u0259y\u0259 bel\u0259 haz\u0131ram\u201d.<\/span><\/p>\n

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B\u00f6y\u00fck azadl\u0131q car\u00e7\u0131s\u0131 Nelson Mandelan\u0131n s\u00f6zl\u0259ridir. Bu s\u00f6zl\u0259rin arxas\u0131nda 29 illik h\u0259bsxana h\u0259yat\u0131, bu h\u0259yat\u0131n i\u00e7ind\u0259 d\u0259mir insan irad\u0259si, bu irad\u0259nin qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda m\u0259qs\u0259dy\u00f6nl\u00fc uzun m\u00fcbariz\u0259 yolu v\u0259 bu m\u00fcbariz\u0259nin sonunda azad \u00f6lk\u0259nin m\u0259\u011frur prezidenti dayan\u0131r.<\/p>\n

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CAR-\u0131n prezidenti kimi Mandela and\u0131n\u0131 bu s\u00f6zl\u0259rl\u0259 bitirir: \u201cBu g\u00f6z\u0259l \u00f6lk\u0259 bir d\u0259 he\u00e7 zaman, he\u00e7 vaxt insanlar\u0131n bir-birin\u0259 i\u015fg\u0259nc\u0259 verdiyi, b\u00fct\u00fcn d\u00fcnyada nifr\u0259tl\u0259 an\u0131lan bir yer olmayacaq.\u201d<\/p>\n

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\u20262004-c\u00fc ilin fevral\u0131nda Bak\u0131n\u0131n soyuq q\u0131\u015f\u0131ndan ayr\u0131l\u0131b d\u00fcnyan\u0131n o ba\u015f\u0131na \u2013 isti Afrikan\u0131n yay\u0131na gedirdim. Demokratiya U\u011frunda D\u00fcnya H\u0259r\u0259kat\u0131 d\u00fcnyan\u0131n d\u00f6rd bir t\u0259r\u0259find\u0259n y\u00fczl\u0259rl\u0259 demokratiya f\u0259al\u0131n\u0131 C\u0259nubi Afrika Respublikas\u0131n\u0131n Durban \u015f\u0259h\u0259rind\u0259 ke\u00e7iril\u0259n \u00dc\u00e7\u00fcnc\u00fc Assambleyas\u0131na toplam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Ba\u015fqa bir d\u00fcnyaya d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcm: ekvatorun o \u00fcz\u00fc, x\u0259rit\u0259nin dibi, f\u0259rqli adamlar, a\u011faclar v\u0259 dal\u011falar \u00f6lk\u0259si.<\/p>\n

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S\u0259f\u0259r haz\u0131rl\u0131\u011f\u0131 g\u00fcnl\u0259rind\u0259 xeyli m\u0259lumat toplam\u0131\u015fd\u0131m bu \u00f6lk\u0259 bar\u0259d\u0259. Onun xalqlar\u0131, x\u00fcsusil\u0259 zuluslar\u0131n m\u0259\u015f\u0259qq\u0259tli taleyi, tarixin \u0259n \u00fcz\u00fcqara rejiml\u0259rind\u0259n olan aparteid v\u0259 onun onillikl\u0259r boyu yerli xalqlar\u0131 \u00f6lk\u0259nin yaln\u0131z 12 faiz \u0259razisini t\u0259\u015fkil ed\u0259n x\u00fcsusi rezervasiyalarda (\u015eimali Amerikada, C\u0259nubi Afrikada v\u0259 Avstraliyada imperialistl\u0259rin yerli tayfalar\u0131 zorla yerl\u0259\u015fdirdikl\u0259ri pis yerl\u0259r \u2013 l\u00fc\u011f\u0259tl\u0259rd\u0259n g\u00f6t\u00fcrm\u00fc\u015f\u0259m) ya\u015fama\u011fa m\u0259hkum ed\u0259n seqreqasiya (z\u0259ncil\u0259rin a\u011flarla bir evd\u0259, h\u0259tta \u015f\u0259h\u0259rin bir hiss\u0259sind\u0259 ya\u015famalar\u0131na, a\u011flar\u0131n oldu\u011fu yer\u0259 g\u0259lm\u0259l\u0259rin\u0259 icaz\u0259 verilm\u0259m\u0259sind\u0259n v\u0259 s. ibar\u0259t irq\u00e7ilik siyas\u0259ti \u2013 bu da l\u00fc\u011f\u0259tl\u0259rd\u0259ndir) siyas\u0259ti v\u0259 ba\u015fqa s\u0259thi bilgil\u0259rim vard\u0131.<\/p>\n

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Bu \u00f6lk\u0259d\u0259 h\u0259r \u00fc\u00e7 n\u0259f\u0259rd\u0259n birinin \u201cSP\u0130D\u201d olmas\u0131ndan da x\u0259b\u0259rdar idim. Qar\u015f\u0131la\u015fd\u0131\u011f\u0131m h\u0259r \u00fc\u00e7 adamdan birinin Q\u0130\u00c7S da\u015f\u0131y\u0131c\u0131s\u0131 oldu\u011funu t\u0259s\u0259vv\u00fcr ed\u0259nd\u0259 indi d\u0259 qar\u0131\u015f\u0131q hissl\u0259r b\u00fcr\u00fcy\u00fcr can\u0131m\u0131. H\u0259r halda v\u0259rdi\u015f etm\u0259diyim m\u0259nz\u0259r\u0259ydi.<\/p>\n

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El\u0259 ilk g\u00fcnd\u0259n t\u0259dbir i\u015ftirak\u00e7\u0131lar\u0131 \u015f\u0259h\u0259r\u0259 t\u0259k \u00e7\u0131xmamaq, qiym\u0259tli \u0259\u015fyalar\u0131 h\u0259tta otel otaqlar\u0131ndak\u0131 seyfl\u0259rd\u0259 saxlamamaq v\u0259 s. bar\u0259d\u0259 z\u0259ruri x\u0259b\u0259rdarl\u0131q alm\u0131\u015fd\u0131lar. Deyil\u0259nl\u0259ri ciddiy\u0259 almayanlar \u015f\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259n ya telefonsuz, ya da fotoaparats\u0131z, gah g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn alt\u0131 \u201cbandajl\u0131\u201d, gah da aya\u011f\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7\u0259k\u0259-\u00e7\u0259k\u0259, biri penc\u0259ksiz, dig\u0259ri papaqs\u0131z qay\u0131d\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n

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B\u0259li, bura demokratiyan\u0131n yenic\u0259 qurulma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u201chirsli\u201d qara insanlar \u00f6lk\u0259siydi. M\u0259n he\u00e7 vaxt bu q\u0259d\u0259r aqressiv insan\u0131 bel\u0259 c\u0259m g\u00f6rm\u0259mi\u015fdim. Onlar onillikl\u0259rin, y\u00fczillikl\u0259rin ac\u0131s\u0131n\u0131, a\u011fr\u0131s\u0131n\u0131, hirsini a\u011flardan bel\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xar\u0131rd\u0131lar. CAR k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259 cinay\u0259tl\u0259rinin say\u0131na g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u00fcnyada liderdir. M\u0259n\u0259 inanmayanlar g\u0259l\u0259n yay futbol \u00fczr\u0259 d\u00fcnya \u00e7empionat\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6zl\u0259sin\u2026<\/p>\n

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\u2013 Ged\u0259k \u00e7im\u0259k! \u015e\u0131xov plyaj\u0131 deyil e, Hind okean\u0131d\u0131, dal\u011falar\u0131n h\u00fcnd\u00fcrl\u00fcy\u00fcn\u0259 bax! \u2013 dey\u0259nd\u0259 onun G\u00d6ZL\u018fR\u0130 at\u0259\u015f sa\u00e7\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n

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\u2013 Sabah \u00e7im\u0259rik, g\u0259l ged\u0259k \u015f\u0259h\u0259ri g\u0259z\u0259k, \u2013 dedim.<\/p>\n

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\u2013 Nu, ladno, poydyom, ne boi\u015fsya?<\/p>\n

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Cavaba ehtiyac qalmad\u0131, piyada d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fck \u015f\u0259h\u0259rin can\u0131na. Ya\u015f\u0131ll\u0131\u011f\u0131 bol, k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259l\u0259ri t\u0259miz, binalar\u0131 g\u00f6z\u0259l, d\u00fckanlar\u0131 dolu, insanlar\u0131 s\u0259rb\u0259st \u2013 ki\u015fil\u0259ri arxay\u0131n, qad\u0131nlar\u0131 mehriban.<\/p>\n

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\u201cB\u0259s deyirl\u0259r, burda adam\u0131 soyurlar?\u201d H\u0259ms\u00f6hb\u0259timin informasiya il\u0259 z\u0259ngin, h\u0259rd\u0259n f\u0259ls\u0259fi, h\u0259rd\u0259n d\u0259 m\u0259z\u0259li s\u00f6hb\u0259tin\u0259 qulaq k\u0259sil\u0259r\u0259k Durban\u0131n d\u0259rinlikl\u0259rin\u0259 nec\u0259 g\u0259ldiyimd\u0259n x\u0259b\u0259r tutmad\u0131m. \u00c7oxm\u0259rt\u0259b\u0259li evl\u0259rin s\u0131raland\u0131\u011f\u0131 uzun k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259 il\u0259 gedirdik. Sanki epidemiya s\u0259b\u0259bind\u0259n bo\u015fald\u0131l\u0131bm\u0131\u015f kimi bu b\u00f6y\u00fckl\u00fckd\u0259 k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259d\u0259 ins-cins yox idi. Avtobus dayanaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131n yax\u0131nl\u0131\u011f\u0131nda meyv\u0259-t\u0259r\u0259v\u0259z satan k\u00f6k qad\u0131ndan savay\u0131.<\/p>\n

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\u2013 Manqo al\u0131m, yey\u0259k?<\/p>\n

\u2013 Pis olmaz, \u2013 dedim.<\/p>\n

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Dostum \u201cT\u0259z\u0259 bazar\u201dda armudun qiym\u0259tini soru\u015furmu\u015f kimi barma\u011f\u0131n\u0131 manqoya uzad\u0131b qara v\u0259 yek\u0259p\u0259r qad\u0131na m\u00fcraci\u0259t el\u0259di, t\u0259bii ki, bak\u0131l\u0131 dilind\u0259: \u201cHow much this one?\u201d.<\/p>\n

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\u0130lahi, bu n\u0259 s\u0259s idi \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131 qad\u0131ndan!.. Sif\u0259tind\u0259n b\u0259dheyb\u0259tlik ya\u011fan sat\u0131c\u0131 biz\u0259 bax\u0131b xortdan g\u00f6r\u00fcrm\u00fc\u015f kimi ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 tutub qa\u00e7d\u0131. Meyv\u0259 arabas\u0131n\u0131 da qoyub, \u00e7ox g\u00fcman ki, bizi Afrika c\u0259ng\u0259llikl\u0259rind\u0259ki l\u0259hc\u0259l\u0259rin biriyl\u0259 s\u00f6y\u0259-s\u00f6y\u0259 binan\u0131n tinind\u0259 qeyb oldu. K\u00fc\u00e7\u0259nin vahim\u0259li s\u00fckutu \u00e7ox \u00e7\u0259km\u0259di. Binalar\u0131n aras\u0131ndan qara-qura u\u015faqlar ikibir, \u00fc\u00e7bir \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b biz\u0259 do\u011fru g\u0259lm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131lar. H\u0259r \u015fey ayd\u0131nd\u0131r, pis yerd\u0259 ax\u015famlad\u0131q\u2026<\/p>\n

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\u2013 Bel\u0259 yerd\u0259 bilirs\u0259n Koro\u011flu n\u0259 deyib? \u2013 silahda\u015f\u0131m dill\u0259ndi.<\/p>\n

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\u2013 Deyirs\u0259n, qa\u00e7aq? Bu u\u015faqlarla ayaqla\u015fa bilm\u0259rik. A\u011fsaqqalsan da, dur qaba\u011fa.<\/p>\n

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\u2013 Pulun ham\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6t\u00fcrm\u00fcs\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fcnl\u0259? Qorxma, m\u0259n onlarla dan\u0131\u015faram.<\/p>\n

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\u2013 S\u0259n dan\u0131\u015farsan ey, onlar dan\u0131\u015fmayacaq. D\u00f6y\u00fcb biab\u0131r ed\u0259c\u0259kl\u0259r bizi.<\/p>\n

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B\u00fct\u00fcn pis variantlar\u0131 g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00fcn qaba\u011f\u0131na g\u0259tirib art\u0131q iyirmi n\u0259f\u0259r\u0259 \u00e7atm\u0131\u015f d\u0259st\u0259nin qaba\u011f\u0131na rus tanklar\u0131n\u0131n qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131na \u00e7\u0131x\u0131rm\u0131\u015f kimi \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131q. Q\u0259rara g\u0259ldim ki, d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015fs\u00fcz t\u0259slim olum, n\u0259 ist\u0259yirl\u0259rs\u0259 verim, t\u0259ki otel\u0259 sif\u0259ti \u201cbandajl\u0131\u201d qay\u0131tmay\u0131m. Al\u0131nmasa, g\u0259r\u0259k sif\u0259timi qoruyam, ba\u015fqa yer\u0259 n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r ist\u0259yirl\u0259r, d\u00f6\u015f\u0259sinl\u0259r, daha \u00f6ld\u00fcrm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259kl\u0259r ki.<\/p>\n

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Y\u0259qin dostumun da q\u0259rar\u0131 bel\u0259ymi\u015f. Amma \u00fcmid \u00fcz\u00fclm\u0259z, el\u0259 \u201csoyulma\u011fa\u201d haz\u0131rla\u015f\u0131rd\u0131q ki, tind\u0259n uzun bir avtobus burulub dayanacaqda saxlad\u0131. \u0130nanmaram ki, q\u0259dim Yunan\u0131stan\u0131n olimpiya qa\u00e7a\u011fanlar\u0131 biziml\u0259 ayaqla\u015fa bil\u0259rdil\u0259r\u2026<\/p>\n

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Bir ne\u00e7\u0259 d\u0259qiq\u0259d\u0259n sonra avtobus s\u00fcr\u00fcc\u00fcs\u00fcn\u00fcn atas\u0131na r\u0259hm\u0259t dil\u0259yirdik.<\/p>\n

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G\u00d6ZL\u018fR sevincd\u0259n \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259kl\u0259mi\u015fdil\u0259r.<\/p>\n

\u2013 Bel\u0259 bir quldurxanada Mandela, Qandi kimi humanistl\u0259r nec\u0259 yeti\u015fib?<\/p>\n

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A\u011fsaqqal demokrat dostum m\u0259nim bu ritorik sual\u0131ma yol boyu \u00e7ox maraql\u0131 cavablar verdi. O, insanlar\u0131n \u0259srl\u0259rl\u0259 apard\u0131\u011f\u0131 azadl\u0131q m\u00fccadil\u0259si, \u0259zil\u0259n xalqlar, onlar\u0131n liderl\u0259ri, demokratiya, liberalizm v\u0259 onun tarixi, \u00fcmumiyy\u0259tl\u0259, b\u0259\u015f\u0259riyy\u0259tin inki\u015faf\u0131nda \u0259sl demokrat \u015f\u0259xsiyy\u0259tl\u0259rin rolunu \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259m\u0259xsus jestl\u0259rl\u0259 \u0259rz el\u0259yirdi.<\/p>\n

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Otel\u0259 \u00e7atanda zarafat\u0131ndan da qalmad\u0131:<\/p>\n

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\u2013 S\u0259n bildin d\u0259 o arvad bizi g\u00f6r\u0259n kimi niy\u0259 qa\u00e7d\u0131?<\/p>\n

\u2013 Yoox, niy\u0259 qa\u00e7d\u0131 ki?..<\/p>\n

\u2013 Sif\u0259timiz\u0259 baxan kimi bilmi\u015fdi ki, Az\u0259rbaycandan g\u0259lmi\u015fik, \u2013 G\u00d6ZL\u018fR \u015feytanvari g\u00fcl\u00fcrd\u00fc.<\/p>\n

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N\u00f6vb\u0259ti g\u00fcn\u00fcn ax\u015fam\u0131 dostumdan daha orijinal t\u0259klif g\u0259ldi. Yerli xuliqanlara v\u0259 d\u00fcn\u0259nki qara u\u015faqlara etiraz \u0259lam\u0259ti olaraq kazinoya, \u00f6z\u00fc d\u0259 piyada getm\u0259y\u0259 q\u0259rar verdik. Oteld\u0259 ham\u0131 yax\u0131nl\u0131qdak\u0131 kazinonun \u0259z\u0259m\u0259tind\u0259n dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131. Biz d\u0259 gedib baxma\u011f\u0131, h\u0259l\u0259 bir \u015fans\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 s\u0131nama\u011f\u0131 da d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fck.<\/p>\n

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Bu d\u0259f\u0259 h\u0259qiq\u0259t\u0259n qorxmurduq, \u00e7ox da qaranl\u0131q d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. Yax\u0131n deyil\u0259n yol bir kilometrd\u0259n \u00e7ox uzand\u0131. V\u0259 biz dostumun \u201cdemokratiyan\u0131n uzun v\u0259 m\u0259\u015f\u0259qq\u0259tli yollar\u0131na\u201d b\u0259nz\u0259tdiyi m\u0259saf\u0259ni q\u0259hr\u0259mancas\u0131na q\u0259t etdik. \u201c\u015e\u0259h\u0259r u\u015fa\u011f\u0131\u201d olmas\u0131na r\u0259\u011fm\u0259n yol yolda\u015f\u0131m q\u0259tiyy\u0259n qorxaq deyilmi\u015f.<\/p>\n

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Kazino deyil\u0259n yer bizim \u018fl Oyunlar\u0131 Saray\u0131m\u0131z boyda iki ayr\u0131 n\u0259h\u0259ng zaldan ibar\u0259t idi. Birind\u0259 siqaret \u00e7\u0259k\u0259nl\u0259r, dig\u0259rind\u0259 \u00e7\u0259km\u0259y\u0259nl\u0259r \u015fanslar\u0131n\u0131 yoxlay\u0131rd\u0131lar. S\u00f6zl\u0259\u015fdik ki, adama maksimum 50-60 dollarl\u0131q (udsaq da, uduzsaq da, olan\u0131 budu) jeton al\u0131b b\u0259xtimizi s\u0131nayaq.<\/p>\n

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Kazinoda\u015f\u0131m \u201cruletkan\u0131\u201d se\u00e7di.<\/p>\n

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\u2013 Buna b\u00f6y\u00fck pul laz\u0131md\u0131r, tez uduzub \u00e7\u0131xacaqsan, \u2013 deyib oyun avtomatlar\u0131 olan c\u0259rg\u0259y\u0259 ke\u00e7dim.<\/p>\n

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B\u0259xtim g\u0259tirirdi. Amma ayr\u0131lma\u011f\u0131m\u0131zdan 15 d\u0259qiq\u0259 ke\u00e7m\u0259mi\u015f kazinoda\u015f\u0131m qay\u0131td\u0131. Uduzmu\u015fdu.<\/p>\n

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\u2013 Hakimiyy\u0259ti d\u0259 bel\u0259 tez uduzdunuz ey! \u2013 Yerind\u0259, amma amans\u0131z v\u0259 \u00e7ox pis zarafat el\u0259dim.<\/p>\n

\u2013 Neyl\u0259y\u0259k, ay brat, bel\u0259 oldu d\u0259, \u2013 \u018flini yell\u0259di.<\/p>\n

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\u00d6z\u00fcn\u00fc laqeyd aparma\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015fd\u0131, amma G\u00d6ZL\u018fRind\u0259ki p\u0259rtlik g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc de\u015firdi. Avtomatdan t\u00f6k\u00fcl\u0259n jetonlar\u0131n s\u0259sind\u0259n x\u00fcsusi z\u00f6vq ala-ala udluq pula ald\u0131\u011f\u0131m \u201cAmstel\u201dd\u0259n i\u00e7ir, \u201cMarlboro\u201ddan d\u0259rin qullab vururdum.<\/p>\n

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\u2013 \u201cUdmusan, dur, sonra uduzacaqsan\u201d, \u2013 Qula\u011f\u0131ma \u00e7ox m\u0259xfi bir s\u00f6z deyirmi\u015f kimi p\u0131\u00e7\u0131ldad\u0131, sonra \u0259ll\u0259rinin ikisini d\u0259 cinsinin cibl\u0259rin\u0259 d\u00fcrt\u00fcb, \u00e7iyinl\u0259rini \u00e7\u0259k\u0259-\u00e7\u0259k\u0259 oyun avtomatlar\u0131 aras\u0131nda g\u00f6zd\u0259n itdi. Bir xeyli sonra qay\u0131danda m\u0259nim tamam \u201cm\u00fcflis\u201d oldu\u011fumu g\u00f6r\u00fcb ac\u0131-ac\u0131 g\u00fcld\u00fc:<\/p>\n

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\u2013 Dedim ax\u0131, uzatma! \u2013 M\u0259nd\u0259n f\u0259rqli olaraq amans\u0131z v\u0259 pis zarafat el\u0259m\u0259di.<\/p>\n

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1996-c\u0131 il idi. \u201c\u0130nam\u201d Pl\u00fcralizm M\u0259rk\u0259zi f\u0259aliyy\u0259tin\u0259 t\u0259z\u0259-t\u0259z\u0259 g\u00fcc verirdi, \u00e7oxsayl\u0131 layih\u0259l\u0259r, t\u0259dbirl\u0259r, s\u0259f\u0259rl\u0259r\u2026<\/p>\n

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Bir g\u00fcn m\u0259ni heyr\u0259tl\u0259ndir\u0259c\u0259k d\u0259r\u0259c\u0259d\u0259 \u00e7ox telefon pulu g\u0259ldi, g\u00f6z\u00fcm k\u0259ll\u0259m\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Dollar hesab\u0131yla 80 dollaracan pul idi. Ola bilm\u0259z ax\u0131! Bizim ayl\u0131q telefon x\u0259rcimiz 20-25 dollar civar\u0131nda olurdu.<\/p>\n

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Getdim ATS-\u0259 yoxlatd\u0131rd\u0131m, m\u0259n\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z telefonlar\u0131n n\u00f6mr\u0259l\u0259ri olan siyah\u0131 verdil\u0259r. ABS-\u0131n hans\u0131 \u015f\u0259h\u0259riyl\u0259s\u0259 56 dollarl\u0131q dan\u0131\u015f\u0131l\u0131b. M\u00fcmk\u00fcn deyil! \u0130\u015fd\u0259kil\u0259ri, ofis\u0259 gedib-g\u0259l\u0259nl\u0259ri bir-birin\u0259 vurdum. He\u00e7 kim \u201cboynuna almad\u0131\u201d.<\/p>\n

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\u201cAztelekom\u201d, Rabit\u0259 Nazirliyi, \u00e7oxsayl\u0131 m\u0259murlar ordusu il\u0259 g\u00fcnl\u0259rl\u0259 \u00e7\u0259n\u0259 vurdum. Komissiya g\u00f6nd\u0259rdil\u0259r, g\u0259lib kabell\u0259ri yoxlad\u0131. Kimin \u0259m\u0259li oldu\u011funu ay\u0131rd ed\u0259 bilm\u0259dil\u0259r. Qon\u015fular\u0131n bizim kabel\u0259 qo\u015fulub istifad\u0259 etm\u0259 ehtimal\u0131n\u0131 da n\u0259z\u0259rd\u0259n ke\u00e7irdil\u0259r.<\/p>\n

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He\u00e7 n\u0259y\u0259 yaramay\u0131b \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b getdil\u0259r. M\u0259nim m\u0259hk\u0259m\u0259yl\u0259 h\u0259d\u0259l\u0259rimin d\u0259 xeyri olmad\u0131. Q\u0131\u015fq\u0131r\u0131b-ba\u011f\u0131r\u0131b sakitl\u0259\u015fdim v\u0259 gedib pulu \u00f6d\u0259dim. \u018fvv\u0259ld\u0259n d\u0259 z\u0259hl\u0259m ged\u0259n qon\u015fuya daha he\u00e7 salam da vermirdim. \u015e\u00fcbh\u0259l\u0259nm\u0259y\u0259 ondan yax\u015f\u0131 obyekt yox idi.<\/p>\n

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Baiskar\u0131 iki aydan sonra tapd\u0131m. Nyu-Yorkdan, Kolumbiya Universitetind\u0259n bildiri\u015f g\u0259lmi\u015fdi. Mister Hikm\u0259t Hac\u0131zad\u0259 bu universitetd\u0259 insan h\u00fcquqlar\u0131 v\u0259 din m\u00f6vzusunda t\u0259dqiqat aparacaqm\u0131\u015f.<\/p>\n

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\u2013 Tapd\u0131m! \u2013 Ofisd\u0259kil\u0259r\u0259 sanki \u00e7oxdan g\u00f6zl\u0259diyim \u015fad x\u0259b\u0259ri deyirdim. \u018flb\u0259tt\u0259, onun 11 s\u0259hif\u0259lik anketini Nyu-Yorka faksla g\u00f6nd\u0259rmi\u015fdik, \u00f6z\u00fc d\u0259 \u00e7atd\u0131\u011f\u0131na \u0259min olmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn bir ne\u00e7\u0259 d\u0259f\u0259.<\/p>\n

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Bilmirdim sevinim, ya p\u0259rt olum \u2013 iki hissin aras\u0131nda qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131m. Amma h\u0259r halda n\u00f6vb\u0259ti g\u00fcnd\u0259n \u0259vv\u0259ld\u0259n d\u0259 xo\u015fum g\u0259lm\u0259y\u0259n qon\u015fuma salam verm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131m.<\/p>\n

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Nyu-Yorka ged\u0259n dostum is\u0259 yer\u0259-g\u00f6y\u0259 s\u0131\u011fm\u0131rd\u0131, G\u00d6ZL\u018fR\u0130ND\u018f sevinc Luis Armstronqun \u201cWhat a Wonderful World\u201d mahn\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 oxuyurdu.<\/p>\n

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Analar incim\u0259sin, m\u0259nc\u0259, o\u011ful nigaran\u00e7\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u00e7\u0259k\u0259n q\u0259mli ata g\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259n t\u0259sirli he\u00e7 n\u0259 yoxdur bu d\u00fcnyada. M\u0259n bel\u0259 bir q\u0259m y\u00fckl\u00fc G\u00d6ZL\u018fRl\u0259 rastla\u015fd\u0131m o g\u00fcn\u2026<\/p>\n

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M\u0259hk\u0259m\u0259nin qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda s\u0259kid\u0259 oturub siqaretin ac\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 s\u00fcm\u00fcr\u00fcrd\u00fc ciy\u0259rin\u0259. K\u0259d\u0259r G\u00d6ZL\u018fRinin \u0259n d\u0259rin v\u0259 h\u00fcnd\u00fcr yerind\u0259 barda\u015f qurub uzun m\u00fcdd\u0259t\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259n \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131lmayan qonaq kimi \u0259rkl\u0259 oturmu\u015fdu. Bir anda bu G\u00d6ZL\u018fRin Durbanda b\u0259rq vurmas\u0131n\u0131, Nyu-York \u0259r\u0259f\u0259sind\u0259 \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259kl\u0259m\u0259sini xat\u0131rlad\u0131m v\u0259 bel\u0259c\u0259 bu yaz\u0131 \u0259m\u0259l\u0259 g\u0259ldi.<\/p>\n

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Ham\u0131 kimi o da m\u0259hk\u0259m\u0259nin q\u0259rar\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6zl\u0259yirdi. O\u011flu da \u00f6z\u00fc kimi uzun, \u00e7ox uzun yolun yol\u00e7usuymu\u015f. Bu yolun m\u0259hk\u0259m\u0259 a\u015f\u0131r\u0131m\u0131n\u0131 ke\u00e7irmi\u015f o g\u00fcn\u2026<\/p>\n

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Eh, yoluna h\u0259l\u0259 n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r da\u011f, \u00e7ay, d\u0259r\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xacaq, ne\u00e7\u0259 qa\u00e7aq-quldur, qurd-canavar g\u00f6r\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n\u2026<\/p>\n

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C\u0259mi bir ne\u00e7\u0259 h\u0259ft\u0259 \u0259vv\u0259l FACE-klubda bir qrup g\u0259ncl\u0259 son ill\u0259r \u0259n \u00e7ox sevdiyim film\u0259 \u2013 Almaniya istehsal\u0131 olan \u201cBa\u015fqalar\u0131n h\u0259yat\u0131na\u201d (\u201cThe life of others\u201d) bax\u0131rd\u0131m. R\u0259\u015fad \u015eirinov \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Emin Milliyl\u0259 d\u0259 o tan\u0131\u015f el\u0259di m\u0259ni. Y\u0259qin Adnan da oradayd\u0131. M\u0259n bu film\u0259 yox (onu d\u0259f\u0259l\u0259rl\u0259 g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcm), film\u0259 g\u0259ncliyimizin reaksiyas\u0131na baxma\u011fa getmi\u015fdim. Onlar da filmin q\u0259hr\u0259man\u0131 kimi ba\u015fqalar\u0131n\u0131n h\u0259yat\u0131na bigan\u0259y\u0259 ox\u015fam\u0131rd\u0131lar. Sevinmi\u015fdim, kommunist xofundan uzaq, s\u0259rb\u0259st g\u0259ncliyimiz var dey\u0259\u2026<\/p>\n

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\u018flb\u0259tt\u0259, zaman b\u00fct\u00fcn ba\u011fl\u0131 qap\u0131lar\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131r, m\u0259hbuslar da bel\u0259c\u0259 azadl\u0131\u011fa \u00e7\u0131x\u0131r. Mustafa C\u0259milov 17 il m\u0259hb\u0259s h\u0259yat\u0131ndan sonra Kr\u0131m tatarlar\u0131n\u0131n lideri kimi Ukrayna Radas\u0131nda oturmad\u0131m\u0131, Mandela 29 illik zindan yolu ke\u00e7ib prezident k\u00fcrs\u00fcs\u00fcn\u0259 qalxmad\u0131m\u0131?! Bu, uzun, \u00e7ox uzun yolu o\u011fluna s\u0259n tan\u0131tmad\u0131nm\u0131?<\/p>\n

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\u2026El\u0259 bu s\u00f6zl\u0259ri d\u0259 s\u0259n yazmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131nm\u0131 10 il \u0259vv\u0259l: \u201cTaleyini \u00f6z \u0259lin\u0259 almaq, \u00f6z h\u0259yat\u0131nda k\u0259skin d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015f yaratmaq ke\u00e7mi\u015f sovet adam\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn b\u00f6y\u00fck sars\u0131nt\u0131, postsovet Az\u0259rbaycan\u0131nda h\u0259yata q\u0259d\u0259m qoymu\u015f g\u0259nc \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcns\u0259 adi bir h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259tdir\u201d.<\/p>\n

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O\u011flun azad olacaq, \u0259lb\u0259tt\u0259. Onda G\u00d6ZL\u018fRind\u0259 \u0259n h\u00fcnd\u00fcr yerd\u0259 barda\u015f qurub oturan K\u0259d\u0259rin g\u00f6zl\u0259ri Sevincin al \u015f\u0259f\u0259ql\u0259rind\u0259n kor olacaq v\u0259 Durbanda bizi g\u00f6r\u00fcb qorxan sat\u0131c\u0131 qad\u0131n kimi ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 tutub qa\u00e7acaq.<\/p>\n

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\u2026Bax onda, G\u00d6ZL\u018fRin bir d\u0259 \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259kl\u0259y\u0259nd\u0259 \u201c\u0130nam\u201d\u0131n 56 dollar\u0131n\u0131 qaytararsan, faks\u0131m\u0131z xarab olub.<\/p>\n

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Vahid Qazi<\/p>\n

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19 \u0130yul, 2009<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

\u201cYadda\u015f l\u0259pirl\u0259ri\u201d silsil\u0259sind\u0259n Analar incim\u0259sin, m\u0259nc\u0259, o\u011ful nigaran\u00e7\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u00e7\u0259k\u0259n q\u0259mli ata g\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259n t\u0259sirli he\u00e7 n\u0259 yoxdur bu d\u00fcnyada. Bel\u0259 bir<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":4193,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[30,29],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-4191","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-gundm","category-manset"],"aioseo_notices":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"https:\/\/basta2.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/11\/FB_IMG_1605892883068.jpg","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/basta2.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4191","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/basta2.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/basta2.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/basta2.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/basta2.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=4191"}],"version-history":[{"count":5,"href":"https:\/\/basta2.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4191\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":4198,"href":"https:\/\/basta2.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4191\/revisions\/4198"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/basta2.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/4193"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/basta2.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=4191"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/basta2.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=4191"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/basta2.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=4191"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}