Aram\u0131zda s\u0259mimi bir m\u00fcnasib\u0259t olan g\u0259nc qad\u0131n m\u0259n\u0259: \u201cK\u0259ndiniz\u0259 qay\u0131dacaqsan?\u201d sual\u0131n\u0131 ver\u0259nd\u0259, \u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259n as\u0131l\u0131 olmayaraq fikrimd\u0259n bel\u0259 bir sual ke\u00e7di: \u201c\u0130nsan \u00f6z yurduna qay\u0131tmazm\u0131?\u201d.<\/p>\n
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\u00d6z\u00fc d\u0259 nec\u0259 yurd \u2212 da\u015f-da\u015f \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 qalmay\u0131b. H\u0259yat \u0259lam\u0259ti hiss olunmur. Video\u00e7arxlar f\u0131rland\u0131qca g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u0259n m\u0259nz\u0259r\u0259l\u0259r sanki v\u0259h\u015f\u0259t n\u0259\u011fm\u0259si s\u00f6yl\u0259yir. El\u0259 bil Ay\u0131n, Mars\u0131n v\u0259 s. planetl\u0259rin canl\u0131 n\u0259f\u0259si g\u0259lm\u0259y\u0259n buz kimi soyuq s\u0259hras\u0131na bax\u0131rsan. Fikr\u0259n 28 il \u0259vv\u0259l\u0259 qay\u0131d\u0131ram. O d\u00f6vr\u00fcn g\u0259ncl\u0259rind\u0259n biri d\u0259 m\u0259n idim. SSR\u0130 adl\u0131 r\u0259zil v\u0259 qani\u00e7\u0259n bir rejimin \u00f6z-\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 \u00e7\u00fcr\u00fcy\u00fcb da\u011f\u0131lmas\u0131 prosesind\u0259n istifad\u0259 ed\u0259n Zori Balayan Xank\u0259ndind\u0259 ya\u015fayan etnik erm\u0259nil\u0259ri d\u0259 el\u0259c\u0259 r\u0259zillik u\u00e7urumuna atd\u0131. Qaraba\u011f \u0259razisind\u0259 \u0259n rahat v\u0259 z\u0259ngin h\u0259yat \u015f\u0259raiti il\u0259 t\u0259min edilmi\u015f bu nankorlar\u0131n h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259tl\u0259ri qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda b\u00fct\u00fcn Az\u0259rbaycan \u0259halisi gec\u0259sini-g\u00fcnd\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc meydanlarda ke\u00e7irib, Kreml\u0259 qar\u015f\u0131 hidd\u0259tl\u0259rini yana-yana bel\u0259 ifad\u0259 edirdi: \u201cErm\u0259nil\u0259r Xank\u0259ndind\u0259 on ill\u0259rdir qaz yand\u0131r\u0131r, biz is\u0259 h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 \u00e7\u0131r-\u00e7\u0131rp\u0131 yand\u0131r\u0131r\u0131q\u201d. Sonras\u0131 is\u0259 ham\u0131ya m\u0259lumdur.<\/p>\n
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\u0130ndi is\u0259 \u201czorla \u0259ld\u0259 edilmi\u015f torpaq\u201d ehtiras\u0131na m\u00fcbt\u0259la olan qon\u015fumuzun v\u0259h\u015filiyi n\u0259tic\u0259sind\u0259 n\u0259 az \u2212 n\u0259 \u00e7ox, \u00f6yr\u0259\u015fdiyimiz 28 illik m\u0259cburi k\u00f6\u00e7k\u00fcnl\u00fck h\u0259yat\u0131na \u0259lvida deyib, \u00e7\u0131r-\u00e7\u0131rp\u0131 il\u0259 isindiyimiz yurda qay\u0131tmal\u0131y\u0131q. Qay\u0131tmamaq olarm\u0131?! Niy\u0259 d\u0259 qay\u0131tmayasan? O yurd, oba daha dustaq deyil ax\u0131. Yerlim C\u0259bray\u0131ll\u0131n\u0131n n\u0259f\u0259si k\u00f6ks\u00fcnd\u0259n qopub \u00e7\u0131xaraq dediyi kimi: \u201cC\u0259bray\u0131l\u0131m al\u0131nd\u0131! Tay (daha) m\u0259n qa\u00e7q\u0131n d\u0259yil\u0259m!\u201d.<\/p>\n
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O m\u00fcq\u0259dd\u0259s yurdlar\u0131n b\u0259z\u0259yi say\u0131lan insanlara \u201cqay\u0131dacaqsanm\u0131?\u201d sual\u0131 il\u0259 m\u00fcraci\u0259t ed\u0259nd\u0259, bu sor\u011funun \u0259ks-s\u0259das\u0131 q\u0259bir da\u015flar\u0131 \u0130r\u0259vana da\u015f\u0131nm\u0131\u015f \u0259zizl\u0259rinin ruhlar\u0131n\u0131 incidir. Bu sual bol sular\u0131 il\u0259 k\u0259ndin b\u00fct\u00fcn ehtiyaclar\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6d\u0259y\u0259n, lakin bax\u0131ms\u0131zl\u0131qdan yollar\u0131 ba\u011flanm\u0131\u015f k\u0259hrizl\u0259ri, dadl\u0131 c\u0131r meyv\u0259l\u0259ri il\u0259 1941-45-in acl\u0131q ill\u0259rind\u0259 k\u0259nd u\u015faqlar\u0131n\u0131n \u201c\u00e7\u00f6r\u0259k a\u011fac\u0131\u201d olan ke\u00e7ilm\u0259z ba\u011flar\u0131 (indi o ba\u011flardan he\u00e7 bir iz qalmay\u0131b) incidir.<\/p>\n
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B\u0259li! O insanlar bir d\u0259qiq\u0259sini bel\u0259 o yurdsuz ke\u00e7inm\u0259yibl\u0259r. At\u0259\u015fk\u0259s d\u00f6vr\u00fcnd\u0259 \u0259sg\u0259r \u00f6vlad\u0131n\u0131n itkisin\u0259 d\u0259, ya\u015fay\u0131\u015f \u015f\u0259raitinin d\u00f6z\u00fclm\u0259zliyin\u0259 d\u0259, \u201ctorpa\u011f\u0131n\u0131 qoyub qa\u00e7an\u201d k\u0259lm\u0259sinin\u00a0 s\u0131z\u0131lt\u0131s\u0131na da d\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc q\u0131r\u0131lmaz tell\u0259rl\u0259 ba\u011fland\u0131qlar\u0131 o yurddan al\u0131blar. \u0130\u015f o yer\u0259 \u00e7atm\u0131\u015fd\u0131 ki, h\u0259r k\u0259s V\u0259t\u0259nin azad olunmas\u0131na inam\u0131 da itirm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Ancaq q\u0259fl\u0259t\u0259n m\u00f6c\u00fcz\u0259 ba\u015f verdi. Bir-birinin ard\u0131nca d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259n dusta\u011f\u0131 olan b\u00f6lg\u0259l\u0259r ild\u0131r\u0131m s\u00fcr\u0259ti il\u0259 azadl\u0131\u011fa \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131. Adam\u0131 el\u0259 bir hiss b\u00fcr\u00fcy\u00fcrd\u00fc ki, el\u0259 bil s\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fcn h\u0259bsxanadan \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131san. Bu c\u00fcr \u0259srar\u0259ngiz duy\u011fular ya\u015fam\u0131\u015f insanlara \u201cqay\u0131dacaqsan?\u201d sual\u0131n\u0131 verm\u0259k sad\u0259c\u0259 onlar\u0131 narahat etm\u0259kdir.<\/p>\n
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\u018flb\u0259tt\u0259, qay\u0131dacaqlar! He\u00e7 \u015f\u00fcbh\u0259niz olmas\u0131n. Xocal\u0131<\/strong> a\u011fr\u0131lar\u0131 il\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259nl\u0259rdir onlar, 2783<\/strong>-l\u0259 qay\u0131d\u0131rlar! V\u0259t\u0259nd\u0259n V\u0259t\u0259n\u0259 d\u00f6n\u00fcrl\u0259r!<\/p>\n <\/p>\n N\u0259zak\u0259t Muradova<\/p>\n C\u0259bray\u0131l rayonu, Quycaq k\u0259ndi<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" Aram\u0131zda s\u0259mimi bir m\u00fcnasib\u0259t olan g\u0259nc qad\u0131n m\u0259n\u0259: \u201cK\u0259ndiniz\u0259 qay\u0131dacaqsan?\u201d sual\u0131n\u0131 ver\u0259nd\u0259, \u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259n as\u0131l\u0131 olmayaraq fikrimd\u0259n bel\u0259 bir sual ke\u00e7di:<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":2705,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[29,35],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-5375","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-manset","category-olk"],"aioseo_notices":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"https:\/\/basta2.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/10\/cebrayil.jpg","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/basta2.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5375","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/basta2.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/basta2.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/basta2.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/basta2.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=5375"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/basta2.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5375\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":5376,"href":"https:\/\/basta2.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5375\/revisions\/5376"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/basta2.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/2705"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/basta2.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=5375"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/basta2.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=5375"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/basta2.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=5375"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}