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\u00c7ingiz Sultansoy<\/span><\/strong><\/p>\n

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20 yanvar gec\u0259si xatir\u0259l\u0259rim<\/span><\/strong><\/p>\n

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Yanvar\u0131n 19-da ax\u015fam yem\u0259yini yeyib, paltonun da alt\u0131ndan \u00fcst-\u00fcst\u0259 iki sviter geyinib mitinq\u0259 getdim.<\/p>\n

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\u00c7antama, bir az yem\u0259kd\u0259n ba\u015fqa silah ad\u0131na yek\u0259, x\u0259nc\u0259r kimi bir m\u0259tb\u0259x b\u0131\u00e7a\u011f\u0131, cibim\u0259 pasport qoymu\u015fdum, bir d\u0259 bir ovuc ikiq\u0259piklik – rabit\u0259 vasit\u0259si.<\/p>\n

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Mitingin t\u0259\u015fkilat\u00e7\u0131lar\u0131 \u2013 Milli M\u00fcdafiz\u0259 \u015euras\u0131n\u0131n \u00fczvl\u0259ri Nem\u0259t P\u0259nahl\u0131, R\u0259him Qaziyev v\u0259 Etibar M\u0259mm\u0259dov art\u0131q ne\u00e7\u0259 g\u00fcn idi ki m\u00fcqavim\u0259t g\u00f6st\u0259rm\u0259y\u0259, dir\u0259ni\u015f\u0259 \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131r, m\u00fcst\u0259qillik m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259miz, v\u0259t\u0259nin taleyi indi h\u0259ll olunur deyirdil\u0259r. MM\u015e-nin ba\u015fqa \u00fczvl\u0259ri d\u0259 vard\u0131, amma f\u0259al olanlar dedikl\u0259rim idi.<\/p>\n

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O gec\u0259 i\u015ftirak etdiyim mitinq Az\u0259rbaycan KP MK-n\u0131n qaba\u011f\u0131nda idi, indiki PA-n\u0131n binas\u0131. Burada barrikad-flan quran yox idi, sad\u0259c\u0259 bir ne\u00e7\u0259 min adam y\u0131\u011f\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. N.P\u0259nahl\u0131, R.Qaziyev v\u0259 E.M\u0259mm\u0259dov \u00e7\u0131x\u0131\u015f etdil\u0259r. Nem\u0259t imperiyaya qar\u015f\u0131 m\u00fcbariz\u0259mizd\u0259n dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131, durumu t\u0259svir etdi, dedi ki \u00fcst\u00fcm\u00fcz\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259n ordudan qorxmaq laz\u0131m deyil \u2013 \u201cG\u0259l\u0259n ordu biz\u0259 silah g\u0259tirir!\u201d.<\/p>\n

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O vaxt art\u0131q Tbilisi hadis\u0259l\u0259ri ba\u015f vermi\u015fdi, rus \u0259sk\u0259rl\u0259ri avtomatlar\u0131n qunda\u011f\u0131, lopatkalalarla etiraz ed\u0259n g\u00fcrc\u00fcl\u0259ri d\u00f6y\u00fcb yaralad\u0131qlar\u0131n\u0131, \u00f6l\u0259nl\u0259ri bilirdik. Rahim Qaz\u0131yev d\u0259 durumu a\u00e7\u0131qlay\u0131b, Moskvanln milli h\u0259r\u0259kat\u0131 bo\u011fmaq ist\u0259diyini, indi milli qeyr\u0259t m\u0259qam\u0131 oldu\u011funu dedi: \u201cQarda\u015flar, bac\u0131lar, durmaq, m\u00fcqavim\u0259t g\u00f6st\u0259rm\u0259k laz\u0131md\u0131r! V\u0259t\u0259n namin\u0259, Az\u0259rbaycan namin\u0259! Biz d\u0259 sizinl\u0259 birlikd\u0259 duraca\u011f\u0131q. Yox, \u0259g\u0259r biz sizinl\u0259 birlikd\u0259 durmasaq, sizi t\u0259rk ets\u0259k, onda mal\u0131m\u0131z, can\u0131m\u0131z siz\u0259 halald\u0131. Namusumuz siz\u0259 halald\u0131!\u201d.<\/p>\n

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Etibar, h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259kin\u0259 r\u0259\u011fm\u0259n, \u00e7ox q\u0131sa v\u0259 sol\u011fun dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131, n\u0259 dedikl\u0259ri yad\u0131mda deyil indi. \u018fn \u00e7ox r\u0259\u011fb\u0259t b\u0259sl\u0259diyim Etibar M\u0259mm\u0259dov idi, onun p\u0259r\u0259sti\u015fkar\u0131 idim. Nem\u0259t buran\u0131 post \u21161 elan etdi. Ba\u015fqa postlarda ehtiyac yarananda d\u0259st\u0259l\u0259r buradan k\u00f6m\u0259y\u0259 getm\u0259li idi. Nem\u0259tgil ba\u015fqa postlar\u0131 yoxlama\u011fa getdil\u0259r, daha onlar\u0131 g\u00f6rm\u0259dik. M\u0259n is\u0259 az sonra t\u0259\u015fkilat\u00e7\u0131lar\u0131n \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131\u015f\u0131yla bir avtobus adamla birlikd\u0259 buradan Qurd A\u011fz\u0131 yan\u0131ndak\u0131 posta getdim, amma bizi oradan qaytard\u0131lar, laz\u0131m olmad\u0131q, k\u00f6m\u0259k art\u0131q g\u0259lmi\u015fdi.<\/p>\n

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Ondan sonra bir d\u0259f\u0259 d\u0259 mitinq apar\u0131c\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131n \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131\u015f\u0131 il\u0259 k\u00f6n\u00fcll\u00fc S\u0259lyan qazarmalar\u0131na ma\u015f\u0131nla gedib g\u0259ldim, orada tanklar\u0131n h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259t\u0259 ke\u00e7diyi, art\u0131q \u00f6l\u0259nl\u0259r v\u0259 yaralananlar oldu\u011fu bar\u0259d\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259n m\u0259lumat\u0131 t\u0259sdiql\u0259dim. O vaxt h\u0259l\u0259 \u201c\u015f\u0259hid\u201d s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc i\u015fl\u0259tmirdik…<\/p>\n

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S\u0259lyan kazarmalar\u0131na burada mitinqd\u0259 rastla\u015fd\u0131\u011f\u0131m qohumlar\u0131m, P\u0259ri Anan\u0131n ki\u00e7ik o\u011flu Az\u0259r \u018fsk\u0259rov v\u0259 h\u0259yat yolda\u015f\u0131m\u0131n \u0259misio\u011flu, \u0259sk\u0259rlikd\u0259n, Hava-Desant Qo\u015funlar\u0131nda xidm\u0259td\u0259n sonra yeni qay\u0131tm\u0131\u015f Zahir Axundovla getdik.<\/p>\n

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S\u0131ravi i\u015ftirak\u00e7\u0131 idim, onba\u015f\u0131-y\u00fczba\u015f\u0131 olma\u011fa, \u0259mr v\u0259 tap\u015f\u0131r\u0131q verm\u0259y\u0259 can atm\u0131rd\u0131m, \u00e7\u00fcnki d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u0259n bir adam, ziyal\u0131 kimi bu gec\u0259nin t\u0259hl\u00fck\u0259sinin v\u0259 m\u0259suliyy\u0259timi d\u0259rk edirdim, yaln\u0131z \u00f6z can\u0131m\u0131 v\u0259 h\u0259yat\u0131m\u0131 risk\u0259 atmaq, t\u0259hl\u00fck\u0259 qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131na qoymaq ist\u0259yirdim, kimins\u0259 h\u0259yat\u0131na g\u00f6r\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259vi m\u0259suliyy\u0259t da\u015f\u0131maq ist\u0259mirdim. Amma g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcr, kifay\u0259t q\u0259d\u0259r d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u0259n deyildim. Olsayd\u0131m, \u0130sa Q\u0259mb\u0259rin, dostum Hikm\u0259t Hac\u0131zad\u0259nin, Sabit Ba\u011f\u0131rovun, Z\u0259rd\u00fc\u015ft \u018flizad\u0259nin bu gec\u0259 Nem\u0259t P\u0259nahl\u0131, R\u0259him Qaziyev, Etibar M\u0259mm\u0259dova inanmamaq, k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259d\u0259, barrikadalarda dayanma\u011f\u0131n laz\u0131ms\u0131z t\u0259hl\u00fck\u0259 oldu\u011fu haqda dedikl\u0259rini e\u015fid\u0259rdim..
\nGec\u0259 saat bir olard\u0131 ya olmazd\u0131, yax\u0131ndak\u0131 telefon-avtomatdan qarda\u015f\u0131ma z\u0259ng el\u0259dim, o vaxtlar mobil teleonlar h\u0259l\u0259 yox idi.<\/p>\n

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Qarda\u015f\u0131m Ramiz Lenin prospektind\u0259ki, indiki Azadl\u0131q prospekti, kooperativ h\u00fcnd\u00fcr binada ya\u015fay\u0131rd\u0131, Lenin prospekti ovcunun i\u00e7i kimi g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc. S\u0259simi e\u015fidib sevindi, o d\u0259qiq\u0259 dedi ki, orada durma, \u00e7\u0131x get! Qa\u00e7!!<\/p>\n

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P\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259d\u0259n \u00e7oxlu trasser x\u0259tti g\u00f6r\u00fcr\u0259m, i\u015f\u0131q buraxan g\u00fcll\u0259l\u0259r, at\u0131\u015fma s\u0259si g\u0259lir. Hara g\u0259ldi at\u0131rlar, h\u0259r yerd\u0259 i\u015f\u0131ql\u0131 x\u0259ttl\u0259r g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcr, b\u00fct\u00fcn \u015f\u0259h\u0259r at\u0131\u015fma i\u00e7ind\u0259dir. K\u00fc\u00e7\u0259 il\u0259 zirehli texnika, tanklar h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259t edir. \u00c7\u0131x get, can\u0131n\u0131 qurtar! \u00d6ld\u00fcr\u0259c\u0259kl\u0259r!<\/p>\n

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Ramiz\u0259 diqq\u0259tl\u0259 qulaq as\u0131rd\u0131m. Bu z\u0259ngd\u0259n \u0259vv\u0259l, S\u0259lyan kazarmas\u0131n\u0131n qaba\u011f\u0131na ged\u0259nd\u0259 \u00f6l\u0259nl\u0259rd\u0259n x\u0259b\u0259rim vard\u0131. Amma MK-n\u0131n qaba\u011f\u0131nda sakitlik idi.<\/p>\n

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\u00dcr\u0259ym\u0259 qorxu doldu. \u00dcr\u0259yim b\u0259r d\u00f6y\u00fcnd\u00fc, \u0259ll\u0259rim \u0259sdi. Getm\u0259k yox, qa\u00e7maq ist\u0259dim. Amma ged\u0259 bilm\u0259dim. Ax\u0131 m\u0259n bura dir\u0259ni\u015f g\u00f6st\u0259rm\u0259y\u0259 g\u0259lmi\u015fdim, biz ham\u0131m\u0131z. G\u0259lmi\u015fdim ki, h\u0259yat\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 d\u0259yi\u015f\u0259k, m\u00fct\u0259qillik qazanaq, azad bax\u0131ms\u0131z mill\u0259tl\u0259r s\u0131ras\u0131na \u00e7\u0131xaq. \u018ftrafdak\u0131 adamlara baxd\u0131m. S\u00f6hb\u0259t ed\u0259n, siqaret \u00e7\u0259k\u0259n, zarafatla\u015fanlar vard\u0131. \u0130ki cavan zarafatyana g\u00fcl\u0259\u015firdi, isinm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn – gec\u0259 soyuq idi. Kims\u0259 \u00f6sk\u00fcr\u00fcrd\u00fc, kims\u0259 bo\u011faz\u0131n\u0131 ar\u0131tlay\u0131b t\u00fcp\u00fcrd\u00fc. Onlar h\u0259l\u0259 m\u0259n bildiyimi, \u00f6l\u0259nl\u0259ri, yaralananlar\u0131 bilmirdi, mitinqin apar\u0131c\u0131lar\u0131 S\u0259lyan kazarmalar\u0131ndan g\u0259tirdiyim x\u0259b\u0259ri onlara dem\u0259mi\u015fdil\u0259r. Amma onlar da m\u0259nim kimi dir\u0259ni\u015f g\u00f6st\u0259rm\u0259y\u0259, g\u0259r\u0259k\u0259rs\u0259, \u00f6lm\u0259y\u0259, milli l\u0259yaq\u0259t v\u0259 q\u00fcrur, azad h\u0259yat, Az\u0259rbaycan u\u011frunda \u00f6lm\u0259y\u0259 g\u0259limi\u015fdil\u0259r. Getm\u0259dim. Onlar\u0131 qoyub ged\u0259 bilm\u0259dim…<\/p>\n

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S\u0259h\u0259r s\u0259kkiz\u0259 yax\u0131n MK binas\u0131na bir bronetransportyor yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131. T\u0131r\u0131ldaya-t\u0131r\u0131ldaya Filarmoniyan\u0131n binas\u0131n\u0131n yan\u0131nda dayand\u0131. O anlar yax\u015f\u0131 yad\u0131mdad\u0131r. \u00d6l\u00fcm\u00fc haradasa yax\u0131nda, qabaqda, qaranl\u0131qda idi, onu ayd\u0131nca hiss edirdim.<\/p>\n

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Bronetransportyorun s\u00fcr\u00fcc\u00fcs\u00fc gah motoru n\u0259rild\u0259dir, gah qaz\u0131n\u0131 al\u0131rd\u0131, sonra yen\u0259 n\u0259rild\u0259dirdi. Qorxutmaq ist\u0259yirdi, \u0259n az\u0131 tar\u0131ma \u00e7\u0259kil\u0259n \u0259s\u0259bl\u0259rimizl\u0259 oynay\u0131rd\u0131. Amma biz\u0259 g\u00fcll\u0259 atmad\u0131, t\u0131rt\u0131llar\u0131 il\u0259 \u0259zm\u0259di, elc\u0259 dayand\u0131, \u0259sk\u0259rl\u0259r d\u0259 he\u00e7 n\u0259 el\u0259m\u0259dil\u0259r. Bel\u0259c\u0259 iki saata yax\u0131n dayand\u0131q. El\u0259 bil keyl\u0259\u015fmi\u015fdim, n\u0259 qorxu, n\u0259 h\u0259y\u0259can hiss edirdim. Saat onun yar\u0131s\u0131nda daha he\u00e7 n\u0259 ba\u015f verm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259yini anlay\u0131b ev\u0259 getdim, yem\u0259k v\u0259 yatmaq ist\u0259yirdim yaman. \u015e\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259 ba\u015f ver\u0259nl\u0259rin d\u0259h\u015f\u0259tind\u0259n x\u0259b\u0259rim yox idi. Evd\u0259 yediyim qayqan\u011f\u0131n, \u00e7ay, pendir-\u00e7\u00f6r\u0259yin dad\u0131 indiy\u0259c\u0259n yax\u015f\u0131 yad\u0131mdad\u0131r. U\u015faqlar\u0131 qucaqlad\u0131m, \u00f6pd\u00fcm, sa\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131 qoxulad\u0131m. H\u0259yat\u0131n dad\u0131, \u0259tri idi…<\/p>\n

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Yaln\u0131z yat\u0131b, yuxumu alandan sonra ax\u015famt\u0259r\u0259fi evd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131m v\u0259 ba\u015f ver\u0259nl\u0259rin d\u0259h\u015f\u0259tini, miqyas\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcb-e\u015fidib anlad\u0131m. T\u0259z\u0259 Pir m\u0259scidin\u0259 getdim, oraya g\u0259tiril\u0259n c\u0259s\u0259dl\u0259ri g\u00f6rd\u00fcm.<\/p>\n

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B\u0259sir\u0259t g\u00f6z\u00fcm o vaxt d\u0259rhal a\u00e7\u0131lmasa da xeyli m\u00fcdd\u0259t sonra \u00e7ox \u015fey anlam\u0131\u015fam. Lider olmaq ist\u0259y\u0259n, \u0259xlaqs\u0131zcas\u0131na ba\u015fqalar\u0131n\u0131n h\u0259yat\u0131n\u0131 t\u0259hl\u00fck\u0259y\u0259 atan adamlara m\u00fcnasib\u0259tim tamam ba\u015fqa olub. Amma ba\u015fl\u0131cas\u0131, sovet hakimiyy\u0259tinin mahiyy\u0259tini, \u00f6z v\u0259t\u0259nda\u015flar\u0131na, adi adamlara m\u00fcnasib\u0259tini \u00f6z g\u00f6zl\u0259riml\u0259 g\u00f6rd\u00fcm v\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131 anlad\u0131m. Ona g\u00f6r\u0259 \u201cAh, sovet vaxt\u0131! G\u00f6z\u0259l g\u00fcnl\u0259r..\u201d dey\u0259n, nostalji ya\u015fayan adamlara a\u011f\u0131ls\u0131z-\u015f\u00fcursuz kimi bax\u0131ram.<\/p>\n

Bir ne\u00e7\u0259 ild\u0259n sonra is\u0259 20 yanvar\u0131 h\u0259yata qay\u0131d\u0131\u015f, ikinci do\u011fum g\u00fcn\u00fc kimi qeyd el\u0259m\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131m. \u015e\u0259hidl\u0259rn ruhu qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda dem\u0259k olar ki x\u0259cal\u0259t \u00e7\u0259kmir\u0259m. G\u00f6z\u00fck\u00f6lg\u0259li deyil\u0259m. 22 yanvar – b\u00f6y\u00fck izdihaml\u0131 d\u0259fn m\u0259rasimind\u0259 i\u015ftirak etdim, onlar\u0131 yola sald\u0131m M\u0259n s\u0131naq, d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015f meydan\u0131ndan qa\u00e7mad\u0131m, onlarla b\u0259rab\u0259r dayand\u0131m. Sad\u0259c\u0259 b\u0259xtim g\u0259tirdi. Sa\u011f qald\u0131m. B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 ona g\u00f6r\u0259 ki, anam namaz \u00fcst\u0259 olub o vaxt? B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 ona g\u00f6r\u0259 ki, anamdan ba\u015fqa m\u0259ni evd\u0259 daha \u00fc\u00e7 qad\u0131n g\u00f6zl\u0259yirdi \u2013 yolda\u015f\u0131m v\u0259 iki q\u0131z\u0131m?<\/p>\n

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\u00c7ingiz Sultansoy   20 yanvar gec\u0259si xatir\u0259l\u0259rim   Yanvar\u0131n 19-da ax\u015fam yem\u0259yini yeyib, paltonun da alt\u0131ndan \u00fcst-\u00fcst\u0259 iki sviter geyinib<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":5522,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"colormag_page_container_layout":"default_layout","colormag_page_sidebar_layout":"default_layout","_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[34],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-5521","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-yazarlar"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"https:\/\/basta2.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/01\/FB_IMG_1611144282278.jpg","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/basta2.com\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5521","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/basta2.com\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/basta2.com\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/basta2.com\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/basta2.com\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=5521"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"https:\/\/basta2.com\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5521\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":5525,"href":"https:\/\/basta2.com\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5521\/revisions\/5525"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/basta2.com\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/5522"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/basta2.com\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=5521"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/basta2.com\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=5521"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/basta2.com\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=5521"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}