20 yanvar g\u00fcn\u00fc s\u0259h\u0259r oba\u015fdan \u015f\u0259h\u0259r\u0259 x\u0259b\u0259r yay\u0131lar ki, gec\u0259 Bak\u0131ya qo\u015fun girib, mill\u0259ti q\u0131r\u0131b. K\u00fc\u00e7\u0259l\u0259r meyitl\u0259rl\u0259 doludur, b\u0259s, \u00f6l\u0259nl\u0259rin \u00e7oxu da t\u0259l\u0259b\u0259l\u0259rdir.<\/p>\n
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\u201cO, mitinql\u0259rd\u0259n y\u0131\u011f\u0131lm\u0131rd\u0131. Onu da \u00f6ld\u00fcr\u00fcbl\u0259r\u201d.\u00a0Atam\u0131n reaksiyas\u0131 bel\u0259 olub. D\u0259rhal da \u00fcz tutub po\u00e7ta. A\u011fdam po\u00e7tunda da iyn\u0259 atsan yer\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259z \u2013 ham\u0131 Bak\u0131yla dan\u0131\u015fmaq, yax\u0131n adam\u0131ndan x\u0259b\u0259r tutmaq ist\u0259yir. Uzun n\u00f6vb\u0259d\u0259n, ne\u00e7\u0259 saat\u0131n basabas g\u00f6zl\u0259ntisind\u0259n sonra, n\u0259hay\u0259t, ax\u015fama yax\u0131n po\u00e7tdak\u0131 telefon budkalar\u0131ndan birin\u0259 gir\u0259 bilir. Hans\u0131 qohumla dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rsa , \u201cbirda idi indi getdi\u201d, \u201csalamatd\u0131, bayaq dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131m\u201d sayaq s\u00f6z e\u015fidir, amma \u201cburdad\u0131, al dan\u0131\u015f\u201d dey\u0259n olmur.<\/p>\n
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T\u0259la\u015f i\u00e7ind\u0259 ev\u0259 d\u00f6n\u00fcr, anama \u201c100 faiz o da \u00f6l\u0259n t\u0259l\u0259b\u0259l\u0259r aras\u0131ndad\u0131, m\u0259n\u0259 demirl\u0259r\u201d, deyib ma\u015f\u0131na oturur, birba\u015f Bak\u0131ya.<\/p>\n
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Yaz\u0131q anam ba\u015f\u0131na xeyli arvad y\u0131\u011f\u0131b m\u0259n\u0259 yas tutur.<\/p>\n
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M\u0259n d\u0259 Papanind\u0259 kiray\u0259 qald\u0131\u011f\u0131m otaq yolda\u015flar\u0131mla Salyan kazarmas\u0131 yolunda g\u00f6rd\u00fckl\u0259rimizin \u015fokunda. Ne\u00e7\u0259 g\u00fcnd\u00fc rus \u0259sg\u0259rl\u0259ri kazarmadan \u00e7\u0131xmas\u0131n dey\u0259 darvazan\u0131n qaba\u011f\u0131nda ke\u015fik \u00e7\u0259kirik. Hisin-pasa\u011f\u0131n i\u00e7ind\u0259. Dedik, ged\u0259k yuyunaq, dinc\u0259l\u0259k, gec\u0259 yen\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259k. Gec\u0259 d\u0259\u2026<\/p>\n
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\u015e\u0131xovda h\u0259rb\u00e7il\u0259r yolu ba\u011flay\u0131b, Bak\u0131 qeydiyyat\u0131 olmayan\u0131 buraxm\u0131rlar. Atam yanvar\u0131n 21-d\u0259 s\u0259h\u0259r\u0259 do\u011fru ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131 orda b\u0131r yer\u0259 at\u0131b, ne\u00e7\u0259 avtobus d\u0259yi\u015fir, g\u00fcnortadan ke\u00e7mi\u015f bir z\u00fclml\u0259 g\u0259lir \u0259mimgil\u0259. M\u0259n d\u0259 \u0259mimin t\u0259kidiyl\u0259 onlara g\u0259lmi\u015f\u0259m.<\/p>\n
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Qap\u0131n\u0131n z\u0259ngi \u00e7ald\u0131. Qap\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7an \u0259mimin s\u0259sini qula\u011f\u0131n \u00e7ald\u0131: \u201cBoy P\u0259rviz, q\u0259fil hardan bel\u0259\u201d. \u201c\u00d6l\u00fcb, heyl\u0259mi? Hans\u0131n\u0131zdan soru\u015furam \u201cburdayd\u0131 getdi\u201d deyirsiniz, aldad\u0131rs\u0131n\u0131z\u201d.<\/p>\n
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Atam\u0131n s\u0259sin\u0259 qap\u0131ya y\u00fcy\u00fcrd\u00fcm. M\u0259ni g\u00f6rd\u00fc. \u0130lahi, \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259ki o ifad\u0259 n\u0259 idi! Az qald\u0131 ki\u015finin dizi qatlana. Qucaqlamaq ist\u0259y\u0259nd\u0259 sif\u0259tim\u0259 m\u00f6hk\u0259m bir \u015fill\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kdi. S\u0259si x\u0131r\u0131ldad\u0131. Sonra boynuma sar\u0131ld\u0131. \u00d6p\u0259nd\u0259 \u00fcz\u00fcm island\u0131. A\u011flay\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n
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Atam s\u0259rt adam idi, ist\u0259yini he\u00e7 vaxt biruz\u0259 verm\u0259zdi. H\u0259min g\u00fcn ilk k\u0259s onun m\u0259ni nec\u0259 sevdiyin\u0259 \u015fahid oldum, s\u0259n dem\u0259, d\u0259li bir e\u015fql\u0259 sevirmi\u015f m\u0259ni.<\/p>\n
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U\u015faq vaxt\u0131 y\u00fcng\u00fcl g\u00f6t\u0259yini az yem\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m. O ax\u015fam h\u0259m d\u0259 atam\u0131n son \u015fill\u0259sini dadd\u0131m. D\u00fcnyan\u0131n \u0259n \u015firin \u015fill\u0259sini.<\/p>\n
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20 yanvar t\u0259k m\u0259nim yox, el\u0259 ham\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n sevgi v\u0259 \u015fill\u0259 dadd\u0131\u011f\u0131 g\u00fcnd\u00fcr. \u015eill\u0259ni o g\u00fcn\u0259c\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00fcn bildiyimiz ordudan ald\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z kimi, sevgini d\u0259 xalq olaraq bir-birimizd\u0259n ald\u0131q.<\/p>\n
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22 yanvar g\u00fcn\u00fc 100 minl\u0259rl\u0259 insan\u0131n bir-biriyl\u0259 sevgi payla\u015fd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 m\u0259n d\u0259 g\u00f6rd\u00fcm. \u015e\u0259hidl\u0259rin d\u0259fnin\u0259 atamla ged\u0259nd\u0259\u2026<\/p>\n
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P.S. 19 yanvar gec\u0259si bizi q\u0131ran rus \u0259sg\u0259rl\u0259rinin balalar\u0131 30 il sonra 9 noyabr gec\u0259si q\u0259fil Qaraba\u011fa soxuldular. G\u00f6r\u00fcn\u0259n odur ki, onlarla i\u015fimiz h\u0259l\u0259 bitm\u0259yib!<\/p>\n
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Atamla ba\u011fl\u0131 bu m\u0259hr\u0259man\u0259\u00a0xatir\u0259ni bu iki gec\u0259ni unutmayanlar \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn payla\u015f\u0131ram.<\/p>\n
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Vahid Qazi<\/strong><\/p>\n 20 yanvar 2021<\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" 20 yanvar g\u00fcn\u00fc s\u0259h\u0259r oba\u015fdan \u015f\u0259h\u0259r\u0259 x\u0259b\u0259r yay\u0131lar ki, gec\u0259 Bak\u0131ya qo\u015fun girib, mill\u0259ti q\u0131r\u0131b. K\u00fc\u00e7\u0259l\u0259r meyitl\u0259rl\u0259 doludur, b\u0259s, \u00f6l\u0259nl\u0259rin<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":5528,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"colormag_page_container_layout":"default_layout","colormag_page_sidebar_layout":"default_layout","_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_feature_clip_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false},"categories":[30,29],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-5527","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-gundem","category-manset"],"jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_featured_media_url":"https:\/\/basta2.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/01\/nevs-vek.jpg","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/basta2.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5527","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/basta2.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/basta2.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/basta2.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/basta2.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=5527"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/basta2.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5527\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/basta2.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/5528"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/basta2.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=5527"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/basta2.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=5527"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/basta2.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=5527"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}