Amerikal\u0131 h\u0259kim Lavrenc Le \u015ean “X\u0259r\u00e7\u0259ng – h\u0259yat\u0131m\u0131n d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015f n\u00f6qt\u0259si” kitab\u0131nda bu x\u0259st\u0259liyin s\u0259b\u0259bl\u0259ri v\u0259 onun m\u00fcalic\u0259si il\u0259 ba\u011fl\u0131 maraql\u0131 n\u0259tic\u0259l\u0259r yaz\u0131r.<\/p>\n
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Onkologiya \u00f6l\u00fcmc\u00fcl bir x\u0259st\u0259lik deyil<\/p>\n
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Le \u015ean kitab\u0131nda otuz illik tibbi t\u0259cr\u00fcb\u0259sinin n\u0259tic\u0259si olaraq fikrini bel\u0259 ifad\u0259 edir: X\u0259r\u00e7\u0259ng \u00f6l\u00fcmc\u00fcl x\u0259st\u0259lik deyil. \u00dcst\u0259lik, bu x\u0259st\u0259lik insan\u0131n h\u0259yat\u0131nda taley\u00fckl\u00fc bir m\u0259qamd\u0131r, bu m\u0259nada h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 x\u0259yal etdiyini ger\u00e7\u0259kl\u0259\u015fdirm\u0259k imkan\u0131na malikdir. Bunun ard\u0131nca sa\u011falma g\u0259lir.<\/p>\n
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Le \u015ean \u0259mindir ki, x\u0259r\u00e7\u0259ng insan\u0131n daxili v\u0259ziyy\u0259ti il\u0259 birba\u015fa \u0259laq\u0259lidir. Bir insan n\u0259d\u0259ns\u0259 h\u0259yat\u0131nda m\u0259na g\u00f6rm\u0259yi dayand\u0131rsa, b\u0259d\u0259ninin bu h\u0259yat inkar\u0131na reaksiyas\u0131 x\u0259r\u00e7\u0259ng\u0259 \u00e7evril\u0259 bil\u0259r.<\/p>\n
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Bir se\u00e7im etm\u0259li oldu\u011funuzda x\u0259r\u00e7\u0259ng insan\u0131n h\u0259yat\u0131nda d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015f n\u00f6qt\u0259sidir: d\u0259yi\u015fm\u0259k, f\u0259rqli bir yolla getm\u0259k v\u0259 ya \u00f6lm\u0259k. \u0130nsanlar\u0131n h\u0259yata yenid\u0259n mara\u011f\u0131 yaranarsa, x\u0259r\u00e7\u0259ng, bir qayda olaraq, onlar\u0131 narahat etm\u0259yi dayand\u0131r\u0131r.<\/p>\n
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Eyni fikirl\u0259ri Bernie Siegel d\u0259 kitablar\u0131nda payla\u015f\u0131r. \u018fks\u0259r hallarda insan \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259 inan\u0131lmaz qabiliyy\u0259tl\u0259r k\u0259\u015ff edir v\u0259 s\u00f6z\u00fcn \u0259sl m\u0259nas\u0131nda onlardan istifad\u0259 etm\u0259y\u0259 t\u0259l\u0259sir – sad\u0259c\u0259 “art\u0131q vaxt olmayacaq”.<\/p>\n
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\u0130nsanlar tez -tez deyirl\u0259r: “\u0130\u015fim\u0259 nifr\u0259t edir\u0259m”, “He\u00e7 vaxt m\u00fch\u0259ndis olmaq ist\u0259m\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m”, “H\u00fcquq pe\u015f\u0259si m\u0259nim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn deyil, h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 musiqi\u00e7i olmaq arzusunda olmu\u015fam”, “Ail\u0259 h\u0259yat\u0131m m\u0259ni \u00f6ld\u00fcr\u00fcr”. \u00d6l\u00fcmc\u00fcl x\u0259st\u0259 olduqlar\u0131n\u0131 bil\u0259nd\u0259 \u00e7oxlar\u0131 deyirl\u0259r: \u201cBir ild\u0259n az m\u00fcdd\u0259td\u0259 \u00f6l\u0259c\u0259y\u0259m. Buna g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259 m\u0259ni xo\u015fb\u0259xt ed\u0259n \u015feyi etm\u0259liy\u0259m. Ail\u0259 h\u0259yat\u0131m\u0131 d\u00fcz\u0259ld\u0259c\u0259y\u0259m. N\u0259hay\u0259t, Misir\u0259 gedib piramidalara toxunaca\u011fam, \u00e7\u00fcnki b\u00fct\u00fcn \u00f6mr\u00fcm boyu bu bar\u0259d\u0259 x\u0259yal qurmu\u015fam. Skripka \u00e7alaca\u011fam. Kitab\u0131m\u0131 yazacam”.<\/p>\n
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Bir il sonra deyirl\u0259r: \u201cBilirs\u0259n, m\u0259n \u00f6lm\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m. H\u0259kim deyir ki, \u015fi\u015fim yox olub. Q\u0259rib\u0259dir, n\u0259 oldu? ” \u018fslind\u0259 n\u0259 oldu\u011funu t\u0259xmin edirl\u0259r: \u00f6lm\u0259dil\u0259r, \u00e7\u00fcnki ya\u015fama\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131lar.
\nH\u0259yat\u0131n xo\u015fb\u0259xtlik g\u0259tirm\u0259diyini hiss edirsinizs\u0259, x\u0259st\u0259l\u0259nm\u0259m\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn d\u0259rhal d\u0259yi\u015fdirin. Siegel, bu davran\u0131\u015f\u0131n uzun v\u0259 sa\u011flam bir h\u0259yat \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn vacib oldu\u011funa inan\u0131r. Eyni zamanda h\u0259yat\u0131 k\u00f6k\u00fcnd\u0259n d\u0259yi\u015fdirm\u0259yin h\u0259r zaman m\u00fcmk\u00fcn olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr. M\u0259s\u0259l\u0259n, bir insan\u0131n d\u0259niz k\u0259nar\u0131nda ya\u015famaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u015fimal \u015f\u0259h\u0259rini t\u0259rk etm\u0259y\u0259 pulu olmaya bil\u0259r. Ancaq Siegel h\u0259r bir insan\u0131 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc d\u0259rk etm\u0259nin \u00f6z yolunu tapma\u011fa d\u0259v\u0259t edir v\u0259 bunun \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn ilk n\u00f6vb\u0259d\u0259 d\u00fcnyan\u0131 sevm\u0259yi \u00f6yr\u0259nm\u0259lis\u0259n. K\u00f6hn\u0259 i\u015finizd\u0259 qala, amma eyni zamanda xo\u015fb\u0259xt olma\u011f\u0131 da \u00f6yr\u0259n\u0259 bil\u0259rsiniz. H\u0259r \u015fey daxili m\u00fcnasib\u0259tl\u0259 ba\u011fl\u0131d\u0131r.<\/p>\n
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Sevgi \u00f6zl\u00fcy\u00fcnd\u0259 vacibdir, h\u0259yat t\u0259rzi kimi sevgi, qeyd-\u015f\u0259rtsiz sevgi: sevm\u0259k qar\u015f\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131nda he\u00e7 n\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259m\u0259d\u0259n verm\u0259k dem\u0259kdir. V\u0259 bir m\u00fcdd\u0259t sonra insan daha xo\u015fb\u0259xt olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 hiss edir. Bernie Siegel qeyd edir: “Sevdim, amma sevgilim qar\u015f\u0131l\u0131q olaraq m\u0259ni r\u0259dd etdi”- dey\u0259 g\u00fcl\u00fcr\u0259m v\u0259 cavab verir\u0259m: “Ba\u015fqa bir \u015feyi n\u0259z\u0259rd\u0259 tuturam. Sevdiyiniz\u0259 veril\u0259n saatlar\u0131 say\u0131rs\u0131n\u0131z v\u0259 onlar\u0131n siz\u0259 qaytar\u0131lmas\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6zl\u0259yirsiniz. Amma bu absurddur. M\u00fcnasib\u0259tl\u0259ri a\u011f\u0131r bir v\u0259zif\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7evir\u0259r\u0259k bizi \u00f6ld\u00fcr\u0259n \u015fikay\u0259tl\u0259r toplay\u0131r\u0131q.”
\n\u00d6z\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00fc n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r yax\u015f\u0131 ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fs\u0259k, d\u00fcnyan\u0131 bir o q\u0259d\u0259r az qiym\u0259tl\u0259ndir\u0259rik. Bernie qeyd edir ki, u\u015faqlar he\u00e7 k\u0259si m\u00fchakim\u0259 etmirl\u0259r v\u0259 yaln\u0131z hissl\u0259rl\u0259 ya\u015fay\u0131rlar. U\u015fa\u011f\u0131n\u0131zdan x\u0259yal\u0131n\u0131 v\u0259 ya g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259kd\u0259 n\u0259 i\u015f sahibi olmaq ist\u0259diyini \u00e7\u0259km\u0259sini ist\u0259s\u0259niz, d\u0259rhal bunu ed\u0259c\u0259k. Ancaq eyni \u015feyi bir ya\u015fl\u0131ya t\u0259klif ets\u0259niz, \u00e7ox g\u00fcman ki, bel\u0259 cavab ver\u0259c\u0259k: “Testi bir h\u0259ft\u0259 t\u0259xir\u0259 salmaq daha yax\u015f\u0131d\u0131r ki, bir daha diqq\u0259tl\u0259 h\u0259yatdan n\u0259 ist\u0259diyimi d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcm”. Seminarlar\u0131nda Siegel tez-tez tama\u015fa\u00e7\u0131lardan soru\u015fur: “\u0130ndi h\u0259r birinizi xo\u015fb\u0259xt ets\u0259m, bundan sonra n\u0259 ed\u0259c\u0259ksiniz?” Yetkinl\u0259rin \u00e7oxu n\u0259 dey\u0259c\u0259yini bilmir. Xo\u015fb\u0259xt olmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn do\u011fulmu\u015fuq, amma buna \u00f6yr\u0259\u015fm\u0259mi\u015fik.<\/p>\n
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Xo\u015fb\u0259xt insan h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 sa\u011flamd\u0131r<\/span><\/p>\n <\/p>\n H\u0259r birimizin \u00f6z taleyimiz v\u0259 ger\u00e7\u0259kl\u0259\u015fm\u0259y\u0259n x\u0259yallar\u0131m\u0131z var. B\u0259z\u0259n b\u00fct\u00fcn h\u0259yat\u0131m\u0131z boyu xo\u015fb\u0259xtliy\u0259 can at\u0131r\u0131q. H\u0259yat\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 d\u0259yi\u015fdir\u0259r\u0259k sa\u011fal\u0131r\u0131q.<\/p>\n <\/p>\n Le \u015ean\u0131n ad\u0131 Robert olan x\u0259st\u0259sinin v\u0259ziyy\u0259ti bunun \u0259la bir n\u00fcmun\u0259sidir.<\/p>\n <\/p>\n Yax\u015f\u0131 m\u00fct\u0259x\u0259ssis idi, sa\u011flaml\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan \u015fikay\u0259t\u00e7i deyildi, amma 65 ya\u015f\u0131nda t\u0259qa\u00fcd\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xmaq q\u0259rar\u0131na g\u0259ldi. Robert bo\u015f vaxt\u0131n\u0131 n\u0259v\u0259l\u0259rin\u0259 h\u0259sr ed\u0259c\u0259yin\u0259 \u0259min idi. Ancaq o\u011flu h\u0259yat yolda\u015f\u0131 il\u0259 ayr\u0131ld\u0131 v\u0259 n\u0259v\u0259l\u0259r ba\u015fqa bir \u015f\u0259h\u0259r\u0259 apar\u0131ld\u0131. Robert \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn h\u0259yat m\u0259nas\u0131n\u0131 itirdi. He\u00e7 bir \u015fey etm\u0259di, m\u0259qs\u0259dsiz \u015f\u0259kild\u0259 evin \u0259traf\u0131nda g\u0259zdi, laqeydlik, yor\u011funluq hiss etdi. S\u0259hh\u0259ti k\u0259skin pisl\u0259\u015fdi v\u0259 tezlikl\u0259 m\u0259yusedici bir diaqnoz – x\u0259r\u00e7\u0259ng.<\/p>\n <\/p>\n Doktor Le \u015ean il\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fd\u0259 Robert ilk s\u00f6hb\u0259tl\u0259rind\u0259n h\u0259yat\u0131n \u0259sas impulsunu itirdiyini anlad\u0131. Psixoterapiya seanslar\u0131, siyas\u0259t\u0259 dem\u0259k olar ki, unudulmu\u015f mara\u011f\u0131 ortaya qoydu. Le \u015ean Robert\u0259 sosial probleml\u0259rl\u0259 m\u0259\u015f\u011ful olan bir t\u0259\u015fkilata \u00fczv olma\u011f\u0131 m\u0259sl\u0259h\u0259t g\u00f6rd\u00fc. Yeni insanlarla \u00fcnsiyy\u0259t, yeni v\u0259zif\u0259l\u0259r onu \u0259vv\u0259lki f\u0259aliyy\u0259tin\u0259 qaytard\u0131 v\u0259 bununla da t\u0259z\u0259 g\u00fcc qazand\u0131. Formada qalmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn Robert idmanla m\u0259\u015f\u011ful olmal\u0131 idi. \u0130ndi h\u0259kiml\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fma\u011fa vaxt\u0131 yox idi. \u015ei\u015f b\u00f6y\u00fcm\u0259yi dayand\u0131rd\u0131 v\u0259 sonra yox oldu.<\/p>\n <\/p>\n Le \u015ean t\u0259cr\u00fcb\u0259sind\u0259n ba\u015fqa bir n\u00fcmun\u0259. Natali Braziliyada do\u011fulub b\u00f6y\u00fcy\u00fcb v\u0259 \u00f6lk\u0259sini \u00e7ox sevirdi. Ancaq evl\u0259ndikd\u0259n sonra Londona k\u00f6\u00e7m\u0259k q\u0259rar\u0131na g\u0259ldi. \u018fri \u015feirl\u0259ri he\u00e7 vaxt \u00e7ap olunmayan bir \u015fair idi v\u0259 aktrisa olmaq arzusunda olan iki q\u0131z\u0131 Londonda yarad\u0131c\u0131l\u0131q inki\u015faf\u0131 v\u0259 karyeras\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn daha \u00e7ox imkanlara sahib olard\u0131. Q\u0131zlar\u0131n\u0131 t\u0259rbiy\u0259 etm\u0259k v\u0259 \u0259rinin b\u00fct\u00fcn vaxt\u0131n\u0131 \u015feir\u0259 h\u0259sr etm\u0259sin\u0259 icaz\u0259 verm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn Natali ixtisas\u0131ndan k\u0259nar bir i\u015f\u0259 d\u00fcz\u0259ldi. Sevm\u0259diyi bir \u015feyi etm\u0259li idi. H\u0259r s\u0259h\u0259r k\u00f6n\u00fcls\u00fcz qalxd\u0131 v\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc \u00fcst\u0259l\u0259yib i\u015f\u0259 getdi. B\u00fct\u00fcn h\u0259yat\u0131 ail\u0259nin qay\u011f\u0131s\u0131na qalmaqla m\u0259\u015f\u011ful idi v\u0259 h\u0259r \u015feyi mexaniki olaraq etdi, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc unutdu.<\/p>\n <\/p>\n 49 ya\u015f\u0131nda Nataliy\u0259 geni\u015f metastazlarla d\u00f6\u015f x\u0259r\u00e7\u0259ngi diaqnozu qoyuldu. Proqnozlar k\u0259d\u0259rli idi. Son \u00e7ar\u0259 olaraq Le \u015eana \u00fcz tutdu. Uzun bir s\u00f6hb\u0259td\u0259n sonra Le \u015ean dedi: \u201cH\u0259yat s\u0259n\u0259 h\u0259sr\u0259tli v\u0259 dar\u0131xd\u0131r\u0131c\u0131d\u0131rsa, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc \u00e7oxdan unutmusansa, niy\u0259 b\u0259d\u0259nin h\u0259yat u\u011frunda m\u00fcbariz\u0259 aparmal\u0131d\u0131r? V\u0259 tezlikl\u0259 \u00f6ls\u0259n, ail\u0259n s\u0259nsiz \u00f6z probleml\u0259rini h\u0259ll ed\u0259c\u0259k. H\u0259yat\u0131n siz\u0259 verdiyi son \u015fansdan istifad\u0259 etm\u0259k daha yax\u015f\u0131 deyilmi: bir m\u00fcdd\u0259t ba\u015fqalar\u0131n\u0131n probleml\u0259rini unudub \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcz\u0259 diqq\u0259t yetirin. On il \u0259vv\u0259l s\u0259hv etdiniz, indi d\u00fcz\u0259ldin.”<\/p>\n <\/p>\n V\u0259 Natali do\u011fma Braziliyaya getdi. \u00c7im\u0259rlikl\u0259rd\u0259 ayaqyal\u0131n g\u0259zdi, d\u0259nizd\u0259 \u00fczd\u00fc. \u0130\u015f tapd\u0131 v\u0259 yenid\u0259n \u00e7ox sevdiyi g\u0259nc u\u015faqlara d\u0259rs verm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131. \u018fvv\u0259ll\u0259r d\u0259rmanlar v\u0259 p\u0259hriz k\u00f6m\u0259k etmirdis\u0259, indi \u0259la n\u0259tic\u0259l\u0259r verdi. Natali sa\u011falma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131. Eyni zamanda \u0259ri v\u0259 q\u0131zlar\u0131 probleml\u0259rinin \u00f6hd\u0259sind\u0259n \u00f6zl\u0259ri u\u011furla g\u0259ldil\u0259r.<\/p>\n <\/p>\n Le \u015ean inan\u0131r ki, h\u0259r bir insan\u0131n yer \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259 \u00f6z i\u015fi var. Bunu yerin\u0259 yetirdikd\u0259, qabiliyy\u0259tl\u0259rind\u0259n maksimum istifad\u0259 olunur v\u0259 insan h\u0259yatdan b\u00f6y\u00fck m\u0259mnunluq al\u0131r. Yersizdirs\u0259, h\u0259yat ona sevinc g\u0259tirmir. Bu v\u0259ziyy\u0259td\u0259, h\u0259yat zahir\u0259n t\u0259hl\u00fck\u0259siz olsa bel\u0259, x\u0259r\u00e7\u0259ng buna reaksiya ver\u0259 bil\u0259r.<\/p>\n <\/p>\n X\u0259r\u00e7\u0259ng son x\u0259b\u0259rdarl\u0131qd\u0131r<\/span><\/p>\n <\/p>\n Le \u015ean kitab\u0131nda verdiyi \u00e7oxsayl\u0131 n\u00fcmun\u0259l\u0259r k\u00f6hn\u0259 h\u0259qiq\u0259ti s\u00fcbut edir: yenid\u0259n ba\u015flamaq he\u00e7 vaxt gec deyil. Ancaq b\u0259zi hallarda bunu yaln\u0131z x\u0259r\u00e7\u0259ng xat\u0131rlada bil\u0259r. X\u0259r\u00e7\u0259ng, insan\u0131 taleyini xat\u0131rlama\u011fa, ist\u0259kl\u0259rini azad etm\u0259y\u0259 s\u00f6vq ed\u0259n son x\u0259b\u0259rdarl\u0131qd\u0131r v\u0259 sonra b\u0259d\u0259nin \u00f6z\u00fc m\u00fcbariz\u0259 aparmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn g\u00fcc tap\u0131r, b\u00fct\u00fcn m\u00fcdafi\u0259 mexanizml\u0259rini s\u0259f\u0259rb\u0259r edir. Sa\u011flam h\u0259yata ke\u00e7m\u0259yinizd\u0259 sevinc v\u0259 azadl\u0131q \u0259n g\u00fccl\u00fc d\u0259rmand\u0131r.<\/p>\n <\/p>\n H\u0259r birimizin \u00f6z h\u0259yat melodiyas\u0131 var, do\u011fu\u015fdan i\u00e7imizd\u0259 s\u0259sl\u0259n\u0259n bir motiv. Ancaq b\u0259z\u0259n sad\u0259liyi v\u0259 ya \u0259ksin\u0259, qeyri-adi s\u0259sl\u0259nm\u0259sind\u0259n utan\u0131b bu motivi bil\u0259r\u0259kd\u0259n bo\u011furuq v\u0259 arzular\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 v\u0259 imkanlar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 bo\u011faraq h\u0259r k\u0259s\u0259 uy\u011funla\u015f\u0131r\u0131q. Ancaq h\u0259r hans\u0131 bir al\u0259t ona xas olmayan s\u0259sl\u0259ri uzun m\u00fcdd\u0259t s\u0131xsan\u0131z, pozulur. <\/p>\n Le \u015eana g\u00f6r\u0259 x\u0259r\u00e7\u0259ng bir \u015f\u0259rt qoyur: yaln\u0131z xo\u015fb\u0259xt ya\u015faya bil\u0259rsiniz. <\/p>\n \u00c7ox vaxt x\u0259r\u00e7\u0259ng x\u0259st\u0259l\u0259ri m\u0259qs\u0259dl\u0259rinin n\u0259 oldu\u011funu v\u0259 n\u0259yin onlara xo\u015fb\u0259xtlik g\u0259tir\u0259 bil\u0259c\u0259kl\u0259rini bilmirl\u0259r. Bel\u0259 hallarda, Le \u015ean, h\u0259r hans\u0131 bir ist\u0259yi yerin\u0259 yetirm\u0259y\u0259 haz\u0131r olan q\u0131z\u0131l bal\u0131q haqq\u0131nda rus na\u011f\u0131l\u0131n\u0131 xat\u0131rlatma\u011f\u0131 t\u0259klif edir. Ancaq t\u0259l\u0259sm\u0259liyik \u2013 bal\u0131q quyru\u011funu yell\u0259yir v\u0259 bir daha g\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259k. Ondan \u0259n \u00e7ox n\u0259 ist\u0259diyinizi d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcn. <\/p>\n Ancaq bir d\u0259f\u0259 t\u0259sad\u00fcf\u0259n psixoterapiya seans\u0131na gir\u0259r\u0259k x\u0259r\u00e7\u0259ng x\u0259st\u0259si il\u0259 tan\u0131\u015f oldu. Siegelin bu c\u00fcr m\u00fcalic\u0259 il\u0259 m\u0259\u015f\u011ful olmas\u0131na t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcbl\u0259nm\u0259sin\u0259 cavab olaraq x\u0259st\u0259 bel\u0259 cavab verdi: \u201cM\u0259n\u0259 bel\u0259 sessiyalar\u0131 ziyar\u0259t etm\u0259kl\u0259 asud\u0259 vaxt\u0131m\u0131 s\u0259rf etm\u0259yi m\u0259sl\u0259h\u0259t g\u00f6rd\u00fcl\u0259r. V\u0259 bilirs\u0259n – k\u00f6m\u0259k edir!”<\/p>\n <\/p>\n Siegelin anlad\u0131: “\u0130nsanlara laz\u0131m olan budur!”<\/span><\/p>\n <\/p>\n M\u00fcsb\u0259t duy\u011fular yaratma\u011fa v\u0259 x\u0259r\u00e7\u0259ngl\u0259 m\u00fcbariz\u0259 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn b\u0259d\u0259nin m\u00fcdafi\u0259 sisteml\u0259rini oyatma\u011fa k\u00f6m\u0259k etm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn bir qrup insan t\u0259\u015fkil etm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131. V\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fcr ki, dinl\u0259yicil\u0259ri h\u0259yatlar\u0131n\u0131 x\u0259yallar\u0131na uy\u011fun \u015f\u0259kild\u0259 nizama salan kimi sa\u011fald\u0131lar. M\u0259hkum olmu\u015f kimi g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u0259nl\u0259r ya\u015fama\u011fa davam etdil\u0259r v\u0259 \u00f6zl\u0259rini daha yax\u015f\u0131 hiss etdil\u0259r. <\/p>\n V\u0259 bir g\u00fcn Siegel onlara telefonla z\u0259ng vuranda deyirdil\u0259r, \u201cB\u0259li, m\u0259n sa\u011fam. Ya\u015fama\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131m v\u0259 buna g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259 \u00f6lm\u0259dim”.<\/p>\n <\/p>\n Heyb\u0259t \u018fmrah<\/p>\n Basta<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" Amerikal\u0131 h\u0259kim Lavrenc Le \u015ean “X\u0259r\u00e7\u0259ng – h\u0259yat\u0131m\u0131n d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015f n\u00f6qt\u0259si” kitab\u0131nda bu x\u0259st\u0259liyin s\u0259b\u0259bl\u0259ri v\u0259 onun m\u00fcalic\u0259si il\u0259 ba\u011fl\u0131 maraql\u0131<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":9661,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[32],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-9659","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-dunya"],"aioseo_notices":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"https:\/\/basta2.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/09\/rak.png","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/basta2.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9659","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/basta2.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/basta2.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/basta2.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/basta2.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=9659"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/basta2.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9659\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":9660,"href":"https:\/\/basta2.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9659\/revisions\/9660"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/basta2.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/9661"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/basta2.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=9659"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/basta2.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=9659"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/basta2.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=9659"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}
\nB\u0259dxass\u0259li bir \u015fi\u015f a\u015fkar edildikd\u0259, x\u0259st\u0259 buna n\u0259yin s\u0259b\u0259b oldu\u011fu il\u0259 maraqlanm\u0131r: yanl\u0131\u015f h\u0259yat t\u0259rzi, ail\u0259si v\u0259 ya c\u0259miyy\u0259t namin\u0259 uzun ill\u0259r \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc unutmas\u0131. Bu anda vacib olan t\u0259k \u015fey ya\u015famaq qabiliyy\u0259tidir.<\/p>\n
\nT\u0259cr\u00fcb\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259n ba\u015fqa bir n\u00fcmun\u0259. Mariyan\u0131n \u00e7oxlu dostu vard\u0131, \u0259traf\u0131ndak\u0131 h\u0259r k\u0259s h\u0259yatda \u00e7ox \u015fey \u0259ld\u0259 etdiyin\u0259 inan\u0131rd\u0131. V\u0259 bird\u0259n ona x\u0259r\u00e7\u0259ng diaqnozu qoyuldu. Le \u015ean il\u0259 ilk s\u00f6hb\u0259tind\u0259 Mariya, \u00f6mr\u00fc boyu iki hal\u0131n onu s\u0131x\u0131\u015fd\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6yr\u0259ndi: he\u00e7 vaxt evl\u0259nm\u0259m\u0259si, \u00e7ox sevdiyi u\u015faqlar\u0131n\u0131n olmamas\u0131 v\u0259 h\u0259mkarlar\u0131n\u0131n bu fakta reaksiyas\u0131. \u018ftraf\u0131n\u0131n onu k\u00f6hn\u0259 bir qulluq\u00e7u hesab etdiyini bilirdi v\u0259 bundan \u00e7ox narahat idi.
\nLe \u015ean Mariyadan h\u0259yat\u0131n\u0131n \u0259n xo\u015fb\u0259xt vaxt\u0131n\u0131 xat\u0131rlamas\u0131n\u0131 ist\u0259di. Bu, \u0259lilliyi olan u\u015faqlar \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn bir m\u0259kt\u0259bd\u0259 m\u00fc\u0259llim i\u015fl\u0259diyi g\u0259nclik ill\u0259ri idi. Sonra Le \u015ean Mariyan\u0131 m\u00fc\u0259llim haz\u0131rl\u0131\u011f\u0131 kollecin\u0259 d\u0259v\u0259t etdi. Ya\u015f\u0131 q\u0131rxdan \u00e7ox v\u0259 h\u0259tta bel\u0259 ciddi bir x\u0259st\u0259likl\u0259 t\u0259l\u0259b\u0259 olmaq? Le \u015ean israr etdi v\u0259 Mariya raz\u0131la\u015fd\u0131. T\u0259hsil almaq onun \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn asan idi, g\u0259ncl\u0259r aras\u0131nda ke\u00e7irdiyi vaxt ona sevinc g\u0259tirirdi. Xarici t\u0259l\u0259b\u0259 olaraq t\u0259hsilini bitirib m\u00fc\u0259llimliy\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131 v\u0259 bir il sonra \u0259lilliyi olan u\u015faqlar \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u00f6z m\u0259kt\u0259bini a\u00e7d\u0131. Mariya xo\u015fb\u0259xt idi v\u0259 art\u0131q h\u0259kimin k\u00f6m\u0259yin\u0259 ehtiyac duymurdu: bir zamanlar x\u0259r\u00e7\u0259ng x\u0259st\u0259si oldu\u011funu unutmu\u015fdu.<\/p>\n
\nYeni do\u011fuldu\u011fumuzu v\u0259 b\u00fct\u00fcn h\u0259yat\u0131n qabaqda oldu\u011funu t\u0259s\u0259vv\u00fcr ed\u0259 bil\u0259rsiniz. N\u0259 etm\u0259k ist\u0259rdik? Harada v\u0259 nec\u0259 ya\u015famaq olar? H\u0259yat\u0131n\u0131z\u0131n \u0259n xo\u015fb\u0259xt an\u0131n\u0131 xat\u0131rlama\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131n. Kims\u0259 geriy\u0259 baxanda he\u00e7 vaxt xo\u015fb\u0259xt olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 s\u00f6yl\u0259y\u0259c\u0259k. Ancaq s\u0259mimi sevinc ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131z d\u0259qiq\u0259l\u0259r, saatlar, aylar olub. Bu sevincin siz\u0259 tam olaraq n\u0259 g\u0259tirdiyini xat\u0131rlay\u0131n v\u0259 h\u0259yat\u0131n\u0131zda onu yenid\u0259n yaratma\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131n. Bel\u0259likl\u0259, Le \u015ean tibb bax\u0131m\u0131ndan \u00fcmidsiz olan bir \u00e7ox x\u0259r\u00e7\u0259ng x\u0259st\u0259sini h\u0259yata qaytarma\u011f\u0131 bacard\u0131.
\nYeri g\u0259lmi\u015fk\u0259n, Siegel \u0259vv\u0259lc\u0259 c\u0259rrah karyeras\u0131ndan m\u0259mnun deyildi. R\u0259sm \u00e7\u0259km\u0259yi sevirdi v\u0259 bir d\u0259f\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc papaq, maska v\u0259 uzun xalatda t\u0259svir ed\u0259n avtoportretini \u00e7\u0259kdi. V\u0259 sonra ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc ki, intuitiv olaraq insanlardan v\u0259 onu qane etm\u0259y\u0259n h\u0259yatdan gizl\u0259nib. Qurtara bilm\u0259diyi insanlar haqq\u0131nda d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u0259rk\u0259n, yaln\u0131z b\u0131\u00e7aq istifad\u0259 ed\u0259r\u0259k \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc daim ba\u011flay\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n
\nBu insanlar aras\u0131nda Siegelin \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn d\u0259 x\u0259r\u00e7\u0259ngd\u0259n \u0259m\u0259liyyat etdiyi \u015f\u0259xsl\u0259r vard\u0131. On ill\u0259rdir ki, bu x\u0259st\u0259liyin \u0259n ki\u00e7ik \u0259lam\u0259tl\u0259ri olmadan ya\u015fay\u0131rlar – sad\u0259c\u0259 h\u0259r g\u00fcnl\u0259rin\u0259 d\u0259y\u0259r verdikl\u0259ri v\u0259 h\u0259yatdan z\u00f6vq ald\u0131qlar\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn. Bu x\u0259st\u0259l\u0259rin h\u0259r biri bir anda \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 dedi: \u201cTutaq ki, alt\u0131 aydan sonra \u00f6l\u00fcr\u0259m. Yax\u015f\u0131, indi ya\u015fama\u011fa ba\u015flamal\u0131yam. ”<\/p>\n